Too little, too late

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly,

What is essential is invisible to the eye.

 Merry Belated Christmas!!

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 2010 is coming to an end, I don't know to be happy or not. I remember I used to look forward in the following year, just because I get another year older. But now, those feelings have grown old. I'm actually hesitating for 2011 to come. I know that God has bigger plans for each and everyone of us next year. Yes, that scares me even though I know that God knows what's best for me. I'm afraid of leaving my comforts. I know I've been through so many trials this year, but what if there is more to come next year? What am I to expect next year? I know I should move forward.

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To boyfriend,

This year has gone by so fast with you and we've been through so much together. Though there are ups and downs, I really enjoyed every moment of it. Remembering me being away for 3 months, we even missed arguing with one another. I never knew that was even possible. But I have to admit, that our end year has not been the awesomest because we're so busy that we didn't have time for each other. And I'm sorry for always being emotional with you for no reasons. I really will try and change to be a better girlfriend for you. But no matter what it is, I really thank God for you. You've made my 2010 so much brighter than it's suppose to be ♥

evon

Sometimes

Make her yours forever,

And I'm working on the forever part. - Remember Me

 Cause my parents dumped me at church & went to Port Dickson,

So boyfriend had to fetch me home & accompany me for dinner.

Well, we got lazy so we ordered Papa Johns delivery instead! Hehe

And watched Remember Me over at my place. So I am a happy girl today :)

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Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and ask.

Lord, what more can I do to please you?

What else should I do to make you happy?

Sometimes I feel like the world is too big to save.

That I look at myself in the mirror and see myself small.

But You keep reminding me of Your love and faithfulness.

 Sometimes I feel like there's too much to do.

Yet my hands are not big enough to take them all.

Then I remembered that I am not superwoman.

Lord, You see the cries of Your people.

The needs in their mind & the hurts of their hearts.

I pray that angels of heaven would protect,

Each and everyone of these souls.

evon

Heyo Mayo

Your love is like the wind,

I cannot see it but I can feel it.

 Before I went for National Service, I suppose :)

 My uber favourite shot of boyfriend  ♥♥♥

My Ah Jie during bible college moments, how I miss her.

Hang out with Gerard Butler ♥.♥

Don't get jealous, bii. We were just hanging out haha

I beat you in Need 4 Speed, Seng Yee!

Not that you were bad in it, I was just too good LOL

Snowflakes with the guys :)

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Those are just random pictures I saw in my folders. As you can see, my hair looks different now.
It must have been ages ago, such wonderful memories.

Me: Bii, what are you doing?

Bf: Watching tv. Missing you. How bout you?

Me: Youtube. Missing you.

Nothing beats ordinary texting with Bf.

evon

A walk I will always remember

No matter how smooth or how rough this day,

God is with you each step of the way.

" Love is patient & kind.

It is never jealous.

Love is never boastful or conceited.

It is never rude or selfish.

It does not take offense & is not resentful. "

Human's love for one another is never perfect, for to be a lover will require to continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain. Therefore do not seek for perfect love on human. But always remember that God's love for us is forevermore perfect. He shall be our example of love towards one another. We may not be able to express like how He did by sacrificing His only beloved son, but by trying and not giving up already showed the faith to change and be a better person for another. Where sacrifices are made, there you will find love.

Will you still love me when I'm sixty four?

evon

Officially missing you

It's not when or where that matters,

But who that changes everything.

May the pork be with you.

Since Christmas is coming, I shall make a wish list for myself TEEHEE :

1. Itouch 4 Since Bf said I don't NEED it. Okay....

2. I need a new big purse then, tqvm.

3. Cash would be fine, like angpao in Christmas style :)

4. A car would be awesome since license was my birthday present hehe.

5. New earrings for my lost earrings. I don't wanna close my piercings.

6. Almost forgot about my very own semi-pro camera! Ngeh
7. Or maybe my lomo camera is good enough too. The best part is, it's not that expensive :D:D

Wow, apparently there's not much that I actually want right now .___.

And most of the above makes gigantic holes in thy wallets.

Anyway, I will update my Christmas wish list when I can think of any hehe.

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Found this really really really cute song. Omg, I melted.

evon

You & I

 We're fools whether we dance or not,

So we might as well dance.

 A moment ago, it felt like I have tons & gazillion of things to say here. But now, my brain's all blank -.- Oh gosh, I feel like an old lady with short term memory loss now. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, lemme think. Oh, had Ikea meatballs with Bf today. It was like haven :) Well, that's not exactly what I wanted to tell you all.... Anyways, I guess it's not that important for my brain to remember it. Oh wells, till then. Hoohaa

BABUSHKA!

evon

Fralalalala

Highway run, into the midnight sun.

Wheels go round & round, you're on my mind.

 Me : You're so cute!

Boyfriend : Are you calling me ugly?

Me : No no, just cute.

Boyfriend : But cute means ugly yet adorable.

Me : Okaaaay. So you're cute, just the adorable part.

Boyfriend : So I'm TE without the CU.

Me : Hahahaha

I know often we might tick each other off.

Our conversations might get ugly once in a while.

We might not understand each other as much as we think we do,

Or be there for one another at all times.

But sometimes I feel like a childish little kid.

Always seeking for your attention.

I don't know why, but maybe it's because

I love spending all my time with you.

I know nothing's prefect, definitely not our relationship.

We might be on different pages sometimes.

We may be far away from one another.

Or sometimes we don't even have much time for one another.

But sometimes I feel like a shy school girl.

Crushing over a guy from school.

When I see you around me,

I could feel my heart beating for you.

It's really draining when we argue, disagree or even hurt one another. It scares me to see us being like that. Sometimes we get so frustrated, I forgot how much you truly mean to me. And start saying things that I don't mean. And sometimes things get so wrong, I forgot all the good times we've spent together. And I just want to give up on all of these. But flashbacks of my national service moments came to me, and I started to realize how much I really miss you those days. How much I yearn to see your face. How much I long to hear your voice. Just to know that you are all mine and no one else's. Baby, I'm sorry for not appreciating you when you're right in front of me.

I don't know how much more we're going to go through.

But I really love you ♥

evon

So much

Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says,

For the woman I love and the second, for my best friend.

Not what I expect it to be. Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.Not what I expect it to be.

 Bf's family brought me out for dinner. Thank you so much for always feeding me with awesome food. I feel so bad, cause seriously I couldn't enjoy myself much due to the pain. It sucks so bad. And of all days, the day before my birthday. It couldn't have been any better. And Bf fell sick too. I wouldn't blame you, so don't feel bad alright? Really tried my very best to take care of you. Mwaxx

I'm just having this emotional break down due to my consistent eye infection and it's awesomeness of choosing dates to come and haunt & ruin my life. And stop freaking say it's because of my cons okay?! I'm so sick of it. Feels like forking out my eye balls -.-

Anyways, thank you Bf for my awesome super duper early birthday present this year. I love it so so much. Putting aside all these that distracts me from appreciating things that are in front of my eyes, I'm really happy that you bought me my new pink phone. And I know I had to ruin the surprise because I spoiled my current phone during National Service hehe. I just had to do it. Anyways, this is the best present I ever received. Thank you Bf ♥

evon

God is good, All the time.

Glory is not fame, glory is not making yourself a name,

Glory is about sacrificing for others. - Jaeson Ma

Sparkly sparkles me :)

1. I've been slacking with my blog recently. Have you ever felt like there's so much to tell to the world but yet you don't what's it all about? Hmmm all jumbled up inside. It's not a pretty feeling.

2. I love recyclables, don't you? ♥

3. Bff drove me to Sunway yesterday just because he's craving for sushi haha. Awesome :) And he drove the family car and parked into a puny parking lot. Awesomer! Went over to Selva's but he was bathing. So we bunked into Mei Ki's first. I found out some secrets * Jeng jeng * Me likey >:)

4. God really does wonders. Remember I told you I was discourage by how the people of Malaysia is looking down on their own country? Well, yes. But then, I attended a meeting this week. And my pastor was talking about discouragement. " Do not be discouraged, but instead stand up with courage and start encouraging people. " Well, look at the bright side. When something bad is happening even if it's personal/family/friends/country/nation, we know that God is going to do something miraculous about it. Amen!

5. Having pasta tonight! Wheee I like pasta even without the gravy .__. That's how much me likey

6. Last week to vote for boyfriend in Hottest Hunk 2010. HUNK19 & send to 36213

Okay, my pasta friends are calling me by the stomach. Bye :)

evon

Do my best, God will do the rest.

Dream as if you'll live forever,

Live as if you'll die today.

Bangs, love.

Was discouraged by my driving instructor the other day. No, he did not criticize my driving skills but the fact that all Malaysians now think the same way as he is. Since when bribery is our culture? Since when ? Since when? Okay, maybe it has been here for quite some time. But that doesn't mean that we should encourage people to do so, especially young people. I mean, isn't this why the percentage of accidents between age 18-25 increases dead scarily in a year and yet the government is still trying to figure out the solution and add in new pathetic rules when the problem itself starts with you people acting foolishly behind the scenes. What happened to brave independent people trying to stand up for the rights? Are we all including myself too afraid of being right sometime?

I mean, I may SUCK super bad at driving and still am. But at least I try my very best to do what is right. And even instructors & examiners themselves can't fulfill all the rules & regulations that they've created from the first place. Because the examiner himself was doing the exact same thing after he told me I was wrong So tell me, who are you to judge me for not driving right? At least I know myself that I can drive slowly & carefully with full awareness even though I was afraid like crap. It is so polluted back there right now, that people like us who have no rights are forced to bribe or else we would never get anywhere. And especially exampled people like me who is so bad at driving have a thousand reasons to bribe and get it over with.

But I can tell you, I will try my very best to do what is right. I know many had failed, but God forgives. I don't know but maybe I may fail to do so too, but I know in the future that I did my best. To voice out & make a difference. I don't know how many times I'd be tempted to do so, but because I know and believe, that God will do the rest for me. I need not worry about anything for God is by my side. We cannot just stand here and watch our country fall into this trap and when our country does, everyone just leaves it as it is. This is not the purpose of why we are set into this country by God to do so. I may be one person, I may be small. But one person is when changes start. Where difference is made. We have one life to live. What are you gonna do about it?


I know that one day, I may have to delete this post. But the thought of this makes me sick. It is time to make a stand. We will never be the same again :)





evon

 Your words, so soothing

We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come,

As a result of getting something we don't have.

But rather of recognizing & appreciating what we do have.

 

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep
And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way
 

You are my freedom
Jesus You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life
Here in my life

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds the
Way to freedom truth of Jesus
Brought from death into this life
And I remember how You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the price was Your beloved for me
Still You made a way

Hillsongs United - Here in My Life

The song says it all :)

evon

Turn to you

Love is an act of endless forgiveness,

A tender look which becomes a habit.

You may find mistakes in this picture,

But I never told you it would be perfect either.

Give it up, you will never live up to perfection,

Let God be the writer of your story.

evon

 When water turns red

 Emotions have taught mankind to reason.

The night has yet come & haunt me once more. The eagerness within me to close my eyes & dream about dreams that would never come true. But words & thoughts keep coming into this head of mine to distract me. Oh, this uninvited feeling that is long gone has come for a visit. Welcome back, you. I remember always telling myself that no one is ever perfect. No one & when I say no one it means not even myself *reminder to self that I shall not see myself as a perfect or close-to-perfect soul*. But sometimes or would I say, most of the time my emotions tense to take over of me like a little green monster. To most girls, jealousy is their little green monster but not me. And I can say I'm pretty much sick & tired of it already. I dislike being on a roller coaster ride with my emotions. It's makes me wanna puke when I look at myself in the mirror. It makes me question myself, " What more am I of them to judge & teach people the way that I do? ", " Who am I to say such words of hurt & cruelty to? " I bring such disgrace to myself, gives me the chills. As I look closely to the mirror & wipe away all those thick make up. " What do I see? " Open pores, pimples & scars all over my face. Imperfection. So the question bugs me again. " Who am I to do so? "

Lord Jesus, change me.

evon

What the world has become

Come live in my heart,

And pay no rent.

This video really opened up my eyes and see things that I've never realized before. I encourage all of you to watch all 10 episodes of this as I'm only publishing 1 out of 10. And I can say I am not going to ask any of you to stop listening to circular songs as I would be called as a hypocrite because I am sure that I will not stop listening to circular songs either. But since we are all conscious of these plans that are set to change our mindset, we should not let these behaviours brainwash us into being more like them. "Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will." - Romans 12:2

Always remember that God is always there waiting for us. To help us when we are down. To pick us up when we fall. All we need to do is cry out to Him and He will save you ♥





evon

I wanna cupcake

Love never claims, it ever gives.

Love ever suffers, never resents never revenges itself.

1.  I've not been blogging, I know. Booo me, but blame the internet for having pms with my family for this whole week. Imagine.... A whole week without internet?! DIE .___. Thank God, I work in church. So I get to use the net with Tootsie :) But it's for my work, not to blog *rant*. Haha so I'm back.

2. Talking about internet, I want Unifi like so badly now.

3. Guess what? I'm playing Spongebob games in his website. So kewl right >:)

4. Hair products, hair products, hair products - My current addiction. I redyed my hair actually but can't really be seen here. O wells, it's brownish-red btw. Anyways, yeah. I kinda like the bangs idea but don't really have the guts, so this is what I came up with *looks at picture above* haha o.o What do you think about my new hairdo?

5. Parents bought me pretty pink flowery curtains for my new room hehehe. I feel like a princess again

6. Went Bliss with Bff, Laopo, Selva & Wayne yesterday. Spotted John & Mee Ling there :) Played Fish Wannabe Uno card games there heh fun fun. But all of them won a round besides me! Gaaaah, do I really suck that bad in games? .___. Anyways, Laopo went home the earliest. So Selva drove us around Usj2 with his Saga. It was fun while it lasted. Thanks guys muaaaxch muaaaxch!

 7. Had my driving class again. FINALLY after 3 months not touching the car! Gooosh, I was horrified. But I did awesome today wheee :) Like my engine didn't die on the road at all, like totally. Yes, believe it. Well, besides the part when I just learnt how to go up the hill. Engine died twice, but after that was all good. Heh, beat that >:)

8. Today is a happy day.

9. I need new clothes, SHHHOOOOPPPPIIINNGG!

10. Going out with church members tomorrow. It's a whole day :) I smell fun hehe and more pictures. Gracie is going too yay. Haven't been seeing her for 2 weeks now. Gosh, I miss her.

Anyways, I shall end here. Going out with boyfriend tonight *insert smiley face here*

evon

Stay My Baby

하나님은 좋은, 모든 시간입니다.

When BFF drove us to Mcd :)

1. My temporary room smells like cigs now .__. Thanks to those constructors geeez. O well, 2 more months Evon. 2 more months *Breathes in real hard* Fuuuuuuuuuuu.

2. Am currently listening to Jason Castro's Let's Fall In Love Again ♥

3. Guess what?! Okay, I had 2 rounds of Baskin Robbins today. Damn awesome hehehehe. Guess someone is having sugar rush >:) Gosh, went Damansara Utama for it with Ling & Angie during work break. Then boyfriend took me to Pyramid to check out some stuffs. Went for BR again after that then watched Expandables :) Thank you for spending time with me.

4. Tomorrow is Thursday! Gaaah, time is passing by so quickly. October is gonna be busy busy busy.

5. I should go sleep. Tomorrow is gonna be a good day, I proclaim! :)

“Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.” Which is true and this quote does not only refer to men, but to women as well. There is no denying that first impressions last when a man or a woman sees a physically attractive person and becomes interested with her or him. However, to most people, it’s the personality that counts when it comes to falling in love with someone. Love starts with the interaction and relation of two people and bonded by time. Even if a man’s partner is aesthetically challenged, his better half will always be beautiful to his eyes because he’s in love with her. As for me, what I would quote is that “Love will always be a part of our lives. It is the emotion that God has given us to use for him and to other people.” - Anonymous

evon

Back Then

"Girl, it is not how we started but how we end up.

And I will always love you." - Superman

Looking back at where I was then,

And how I am now with you by my side.

Back then, a booklet with a lock is what I call diary.

But now, you are my diary.

Ily :)

Say hello to PMS again ugggh. Once again, boyfriend is sweet enough to accompany me for the night. And I can say, he succeed to make me smile. Daaang, I always wonder how he does it. Thank you boyfriend, for always saving my day eventhough you are miles away *It even ryhmes haha*

All I wanna say is that,

You've made my day. Once again.

evon

Orange! Panasonic! Boxes! Hahahaha

Love is that condition in which the happiness

Of another person is essential to your own.

1. Happy Belated Malaysia Day, people :)

2. I super duper wuper love this epic picture. I really had fun this Sunday morning. Let me spill the beans for you people who didn't come for it. There was Chinese "tong sampah" drums, Malay "vegetable love story" dance, the ahem ahem Iban "food hunting" process and definitely the Bangla "jump jump"dance. Hehe I can say, this was definitely a successful one and I'm glad that I was back from NS to participate! Good job everyone. Boyfriend did a very good job too :):):) He's so cute in his outfit hehe. Okay, maybe not in the picture below haha. But yeah, you get the idea. This picture damn funny la

3. I'm so tired, gaaaaah. I need and want someone to massage me till I fall asleep.

4. The performance was in the morning. Our church had this bowling tournament every year since like 3 years ago, I think. Yes, New Lifers are damn awesome bowlers ngeh :) Anyways, yeah the tournament was this afternoon. So guess where's the venue this year? Haha, Summit USJ. So we were there till 5.30pm. But I had to wait for my bro to pick me up 2 hours later because I didn't dare to walk home alone in the not-so-dark dark wth does that even make sense? I'm too lazy and tired to think. So now you know why I'm freaking exhausted.

5. Yay, I'm going Empire Mall tomorrow to meet up with Joben. I hope I can get something there teehee itchy hands again.

6. I bought Seventeen Magazine but I'm seriously dead tired that I don't even know what I'm reading gosh .___. Alright, I need to spend some quality time with my sofa now. Nights all

 

evon

Fly high, last long

Come live with me and be my love, and we will some new pleasures prove,

Of golden sands, and crystal beaches, with silken lines and silver hooks.

Raawr :)

1. You know, I really like that picture heh.

2. Went for Change Your World city clean up today. It was alright :) Made some new friends here and there. Oh gosh, everywhere I go. They're promoting rakan cop. I've been through 3 talks about it. And why? I don't know. 

3. I wanna go for a vacation! Flight plans to Aussie with family to visit my uncle has been postponed to next year due to some last min changes noooooooooo .___. I wanna go so badly. I don't care, I'm flying off to somewhere. I want my time off, like literally I meant that. Taiwan or Bali? What do you think? But the only thing is, who am I suppose to go with? My mom is still working on the dates I wanna go. And it's not like everyone is damn free to take a 5 days off just to accompany me for a holiday trip right? Booo that sucks big time :\

4. I really really really really really really really wanna go before college starts next year.

5. I don't really have much to say now, besides that. Hmmmm maybe I should go to bed :)

evon

Rants rants rants *Updated*

To the world you may be one person,

But to one person you may be the world.

Random thought 1 : Why can't my hair grow any longer any faster? .___.

( 나는, 하나님과 함께 변경 내용이 이곳에서 말레이시아! 할렐루야, amen )

1. I think I made my mom proud today :) Guess why? Hehehe. I went to summit to check out how much Watson & Guardian is selling for Eucerin's toner. Obviously you go for the cheaper! First, I went to Watson. Okay, they had 10% discounts on all Eucerin products. Then I walked all the way to Guardian and looked around. The price was around the same. UNTIL I saw this pretty promotion of a bottle of cleanser and toner for a price of a toner AFTER discount. Woohoo, I know. Sure I went for that, damn awesome *happy happy wheeee grins* I heard from people around that Eucerin is good because it's dermatological skincare and is affordable too. Hopefully you guys can still grab hold of the promotion yourself at Guardian if you guys wanna try it out. The one I bought is meant for acne prone skin. Check them out here at Eucerin website

2. Boyfriend, I love you.

3. Am having this city clean up event organized by Change Your World this Saturday, which is 1 Malaysia Day! :) Oh, it's a freaking public holiday. So everyone has no excuse not to come ngek >:) These are some other activities organized by Change Your World. If you think you can't make it this Thursday, do some good and join some other community work. It makes you a better person :) Or if you think you can make it for all, good for you! Hehe come on, let's change Malaysia for the better. Hope to see you there!

I. Clean Up and Police Talk

Date: September 16
Time: 7am - 11.30am
See Map Below

II. Feed the poor in Puchong

Date: September 19
Time: 1.30pm - 4pm
See Map Below

III. Refugee Visit

Date: September 26 (sun)(*no more space)
Time: 3.30-6pm
See map Below

( Click to enlarge )

4. I thought I have lots to say, but I kind of don't remember what it was .___. O wells, till then.

evon

I'mma stalker!

No man is worth your tears, but once you found one that is.

He won't make you cry.

1. I'm so lazy to update .__.

2. Went and catch a movie with Poh, Ling and 20 other kids at 1u last week. Cats & Dogs 3D. Me and Elise fell asleep. Believe me, it wasn't because the movie was lame. Read No.3 to find out

3. Had pyjamas prayer with our youths the night before the movie. So you know, it wasn't cause of the movie :) But that night was awesome. We had prayer and slurped on maggi cup. Then had loads of fun with Jinny's korean board/card games. Even though I lost most of it ngeh we had fun

4. Went shopping with boyfriend at Pyramid the next day after I came back from national service. I think he bought shoes for himself and even got me slippers, Roxy :) Thank you baby. I am loving it every bit hehe

5. Okay, I know I said I was lazy to update. But I think I'm getting the hang of it already hahaha. Oh, and I think my time zone for this whole entire post totally went bizarre, o wells .___.

6. Did even more shopping while catching up with bff, Darren. Since he's on sem break now hehe. Bought myself 2 new flats and bff surprised me with new awesome shoes from Cotton On. I love it! Thanks bff :) Then, I got myself a darn cute bag that I couldn't resist on not getting heh. Happy day, happy day *grins*

7. Went out with Mei Ki, Darren, Eric, Jaymie and Su Ann last Saturday. Has been ages since I saw them. Boyfriend came along too, thanks for fetching and hanging around with me :) Watched Going The Distance. The movie was okay laa. Typical, I can say. Had some camwhoring moments later on and did those japanese picture machines thingy that I have not been doing for quite some time. Makes me feel younger already haha

8. That night itself was mummy's birthday. So boyfriend and I rushed home right after the hang out, washed up and off we all went for Bumbu Bali. *Click on it, that'll link you to more info* :) I tell you, the food there is awesome. I heart that place and the food. Knew this place when boyfriend and his family brought me there. Couldn't resist not taking my family there too.

9. My freaking Sony usb is hiding from me somewhere. I have like tons of pictures waiting to be uploaded. Please, come back to me .___.

10. Finally watched Grown Ups with boyfriend on Sunday. It's a really nice show, expected laa it's a bunch of jokers we're talking about. A few of my favourites :) And that was the day I couldn't finish up my indian rice. World breaking record, first time in my life gaaah. Silly to say, but I somewhat feel disappointed at myself. If you know me, I'm an indian rice kind of person lol. I tell you, if boyfriend didn't ask me to stop. I think I would've passed out for stuffing all that rice into my mouth like nomnomnom.

11. Oh, I changed my blogskin like finally. Just telling, if you didn't realize. What do you think? >:)

12. That's what I think I only did so far after coming back from camp. Hmmm I need to find more things to do woohoo. Besides online shopping, evon  .___.

evon

Just for you

We come to love not by finding a perfect person,

But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

 

♥ Life's like a picture ♥

♥ We may have our ups and downs ♥

♥ Or even our silly moments, if you wanna put it that way ♥

♥ But it wouldn't have been the same without you ♥

  

 I don't care how long it takes for us to have this one nice shot,

As long I'm with you.

Happy 16th Months, I love you :)

evon

USB oh USB

I am not afraid of tomorrow,

For I have seen yesterday,

And I love today.

Oh pretty pretty flower :)

Random thought : I miss cam-whoring haha.

Okay, boyfriend and I just came back from a wonderful Orang Asli Mission Trip at Bidor, Perak. It was awesome, I tell you. We visited 2 villages with our church youth members and was accompanied by a sum of Koreans aka the prayer warriors and wow, you can really feel the presence of God there with us throughout the whole trip just by noticing the weather itself because the weather was tremendous. Even though there were drips of rain here and there during our visit to the 2nd village. Faith and hope was tested that moment because being told that once it starts raining, the villagers will just head back to their respective houses but it may seem that our prayers really did work hallelujah. Not forgetting being "kacau-ed" by the policemen for doing missionary works, none of them seems to have showed up that day. Really thank God for that. Also, everyone went there and returned home safe and sound. All I want to say is that, everything went on smoothly and that nothing is impossible when God is here.
Puji Tuhan :)

P/S I really encourage you to go in to those villagers once in awhile. To open up your eyes and see the people around you. To help those in need besides yourself. There are still children who does not have enough clothes to wear, family who does not have enough toothpaste to use, people who still does not know who Jesus is.

Double P/S I really really wanna upload so many photos from this trip and even from national service. But I seriously can't seem to find my darn usb. It's somewhere in those huge brown boxes placed in this house of mine which is in a full of mess due to the house renovation dang, this is frustrating.

O wells, it'll come to me when I don't think about it :)

Anyways, I should totally go sleep now. Tomorrow's another long day out with boyfriend, Mei Ki and bunch wheee    

Happy Birthday, Mummy.

I love you so much ♥

With love,

evon

Make over

 Two souls with but a single thought,

Two hearts that beat as one. 

Guess who's back?

Finally, my blog is alive again.

I can't believe I officially finished my life in National Service already.

You don't know how glad I am that it's over.

Gosh, despite the fact that the teachers and friends there are awesome.

The lifestyle there is just pure agony!

I dislike it most when you even sweat when you sleep in the afternoon.

EACH TIME gaaaah.

But that time has past and gone, I shall move on with life.

With a wide smile on my face ngeh :)

 

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 Okayh, you'd probably be thinking what I've been slacking off ever since I came back ngehehe. Awesome boyfriend of mine bought me to gai gai at S.Pyramid the other day. Got myself slippers from Roxy, like finally new slippers wheee. Went and did some catching up with Bff, Darren the other day and did even more shopping. 3 shoes and a bag this time :):):) Thank you Bff for one of my shoes hehe. Now, the next thing I want is to do something with my hair. Yes, I know. Again. I can't help it! After 3 months in camp, I seriously want feel pretty again haha. Okayh, that doesn't mean I praised myself for being pretty last time la, kay? But O gosh, all those can never top up the noise pollution coming out from the construction work that is killing me! Why does it take this much to beautify my cute lil home. Gaah,but I can't wait till it's done :)

I really have loads and loads of pictures to upload from my phone! But due to house renovation, I kinda don't remember where I put my phone's usb which is so annoying grrrr. And I can't find exactly where all my clothes and stuffs boxes are cause the store room is seriously in a mess o my.

P/S Thank you boyfriend for being there for me throughout this 3 months.

 Thank you boyfriend for the letters you took effort to write.

Thank you boyfriend for continuously loving and caring for me.

Thank you boyfriend for always being the first and the last to text me whenever I had my phone.

Thank you boyfriend for my new pink phone, I super love it.

Mwaxx mwaxx mwaxx

With love,

evon

Miss you like crazy

You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes,

Or their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.

Bye Blogger;

Hello National Service.

Well, I will be MIA-ing for 3 months.

Starting from 21st June 2010.

So I officially have like 2 more days to spend here.

I'm gonna miss boyfriend like mad cows.

Family like raining water.

Friends like chocolate mud cake.

Oh well, if God wants me to go :)

Back on September 2nd, people.

evon

How Can I

Don't ever let anyone pull you down,

For life is short; Use it to your fulless.

Sweet sweet love;

This is for you.

No matter how far I go.

No matter how long I go,

I wish to come back to your arms.

I'm scared to promise.

Not because I don't want to,

But because I don't wanna hurt you again.

If I ever do.

I don't know how to face you anymore,

Because you've been amazing to me.

But now I tell you.

I want you to be the one for me,

The one who'd make sweet memories with me.

"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I'm with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out." - Roy Croft.

evon

Bwahahaha

My night has become a sunny dawn,

Because of you.

Have been MIA-ing the pass weeks.

That's what everyone's saying, hmmm.

Well, I'm back! Unofficially >:)

Okayh, let me tell you what I've been butting off.

Ever since after graduation, I've been going to church for the pass days.

Volunteering myself over there with whatever that I can.

So far, I'm enjoying it even though it's keeping me bussay :)

 Going for camps with Ling to handle the children church.

Another one this weekend in Port Dickson wheee.

Spending time with boyfriend too heh :):):)

And a little with his family.

And like now, I should totally go sleep.

Have to wake up early for church tomorrow,

I mean later! Lalalala.

evon

What if...

Never leave the one you love for the one you like,

Because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

 Sweet love
I'm sorry; I love you


P/s I love watching movies till late night with you.
I love talking crap with you on the phone endlessly.

I love playing bowling with you.

I love it when you message me early in the morning,
Just to send me morning kisses.

I love us bullying one another everywhere we go,

But still know that we love one another.

I love getting lost with you in the car,
Because we're bad with directions.

I love us laughing at one another,

For all the lame things we say or do.

I love you hugging me so tightly,
Everytime you're about to leave my house.
I love you calling me cute everytime I do something silly.
I love when you look out the window,
Just to make sure I enter the house safely.

I love talking to you about God.

I love how you correct me when I use "never",
When I should be using "didn't",
I know it annoys you and it annoys me too.

I love it when we plan and plan and plan so much,

Of what to do together next time.

I love you reading my mind.

I love when you show the effort,

Of how much you truly wanna spend time with me.

 I love when you know what I'm about to say or do.

I love when you sometimes get jealous, it's just too cute.

I love when you drove all the way from your house just to visit me.
I love how we share the same bowl of coco crunch.
I love how you wanna spend time with me by watching movie,
And ended up sleeping on my lap cause you're so tired.

I love how you come to visit me,

Eventhough it's after a whole day of work.

I love how you try to be romantic every single time,
But thanks to your girlfriend always fails,
Now that's what we call "potong steam."

I love how you look at me in the eye,

And all you did is smile and say, "My beautiful girl."

I love how you actually care about me.

I love how you try to not make things worst when I'm angry.

 I love how you purposely sing out of tune,
Just to make me laugh.

I love how we hold hands and worship God.

I love how you love me being short.

I love how you remember everything about us,

And say that I'm forgetful.

I love how you write I love you with your finger on my palm.

I love it when you drive around our housing area,

Just so we can spend more time together. 

I love how you kiss me gently on my forehead.

I love how our lips touch.

I love how you tickle me just so I don't be mad at you.

I love how you try to make me fat so nobody wants me besides you.

I love how you try your best to give me your best.
I love how you let me lie on your chest, hand, shoulder or leg,

It's so comfortable that I fall asleep.
I love it when you try to comfort me but worries if you talk too much.

I love how you are always appreciative and grateful,

For everything I do, it makes me feel special.
I love it when you laugh at me laughing at you.
I love grocery shopping with you.
I love how you actually listens to me grumble about every single things.
I love it when you think about our future.
I love how you wait quietly in the car for me no matter how long it takes.
I love how you are always understanding,

Espeacially when I'm too busy to accompany you.

I love how you let me listen to your heart beat.

I love it when you say how imperfect I am,

That's why I'm perfect for you.

So much more
evon