Officially missing you

It's not when or where that matters,

But who that changes everything.

May the pork be with you.

Since Christmas is coming, I shall make a wish list for myself TEEHEE :

1. Itouch 4 Since Bf said I don't NEED it. Okay....

2. I need a new big purse then, tqvm.

3. Cash would be fine, like angpao in Christmas style :)

4. A car would be awesome since license was my birthday present hehe.

5. New earrings for my lost earrings. I don't wanna close my piercings.

6. Almost forgot about my very own semi-pro camera! Ngeh
7. Or maybe my lomo camera is good enough too. The best part is, it's not that expensive :D:D

Wow, apparently there's not much that I actually want right now .___.

And most of the above makes gigantic holes in thy wallets.

Anyway, I will update my Christmas wish list when I can think of any hehe.

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Found this really really really cute song. Omg, I melted.

evon

You & I

 We're fools whether we dance or not,

So we might as well dance.

 A moment ago, it felt like I have tons & gazillion of things to say here. But now, my brain's all blank -.- Oh gosh, I feel like an old lady with short term memory loss now. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, lemme think. Oh, had Ikea meatballs with Bf today. It was like haven :) Well, that's not exactly what I wanted to tell you all.... Anyways, I guess it's not that important for my brain to remember it. Oh wells, till then. Hoohaa

BABUSHKA!

evon

Fralalalala

Highway run, into the midnight sun.

Wheels go round & round, you're on my mind.

 Me : You're so cute!

Boyfriend : Are you calling me ugly?

Me : No no, just cute.

Boyfriend : But cute means ugly yet adorable.

Me : Okaaaay. So you're cute, just the adorable part.

Boyfriend : So I'm TE without the CU.

Me : Hahahaha

I know often we might tick each other off.

Our conversations might get ugly once in a while.

We might not understand each other as much as we think we do,

Or be there for one another at all times.

But sometimes I feel like a childish little kid.

Always seeking for your attention.

I don't know why, but maybe it's because

I love spending all my time with you.

I know nothing's prefect, definitely not our relationship.

We might be on different pages sometimes.

We may be far away from one another.

Or sometimes we don't even have much time for one another.

But sometimes I feel like a shy school girl.

Crushing over a guy from school.

When I see you around me,

I could feel my heart beating for you.

It's really draining when we argue, disagree or even hurt one another. It scares me to see us being like that. Sometimes we get so frustrated, I forgot how much you truly mean to me. And start saying things that I don't mean. And sometimes things get so wrong, I forgot all the good times we've spent together. And I just want to give up on all of these. But flashbacks of my national service moments came to me, and I started to realize how much I really miss you those days. How much I yearn to see your face. How much I long to hear your voice. Just to know that you are all mine and no one else's. Baby, I'm sorry for not appreciating you when you're right in front of me.

I don't know how much more we're going to go through.

But I really love you ♥

evon

So much

Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says,

For the woman I love and the second, for my best friend.

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 Bf's family brought me out for dinner. Thank you so much for always feeding me with awesome food. I feel so bad, cause seriously I couldn't enjoy myself much due to the pain. It sucks so bad. And of all days, the day before my birthday. It couldn't have been any better. And Bf fell sick too. I wouldn't blame you, so don't feel bad alright? Really tried my very best to take care of you. Mwaxx

I'm just having this emotional break down due to my consistent eye infection and it's awesomeness of choosing dates to come and haunt & ruin my life. And stop freaking say it's because of my cons okay?! I'm so sick of it. Feels like forking out my eye balls -.-

Anyways, thank you Bf for my awesome super duper early birthday present this year. I love it so so much. Putting aside all these that distracts me from appreciating things that are in front of my eyes, I'm really happy that you bought me my new pink phone. And I know I had to ruin the surprise because I spoiled my current phone during National Service hehe. I just had to do it. Anyways, this is the best present I ever received. Thank you Bf ♥

evon