Turn to you

Love is an act of endless forgiveness,

A tender look which becomes a habit.

You may find mistakes in this picture,

But I never told you it would be perfect either.

Give it up, you will never live up to perfection,

Let God be the writer of your story.

evon

 When water turns red

 Emotions have taught mankind to reason.

The night has yet come & haunt me once more. The eagerness within me to close my eyes & dream about dreams that would never come true. But words & thoughts keep coming into this head of mine to distract me. Oh, this uninvited feeling that is long gone has come for a visit. Welcome back, you. I remember always telling myself that no one is ever perfect. No one & when I say no one it means not even myself *reminder to self that I shall not see myself as a perfect or close-to-perfect soul*. But sometimes or would I say, most of the time my emotions tense to take over of me like a little green monster. To most girls, jealousy is their little green monster but not me. And I can say I'm pretty much sick & tired of it already. I dislike being on a roller coaster ride with my emotions. It's makes me wanna puke when I look at myself in the mirror. It makes me question myself, " What more am I of them to judge & teach people the way that I do? ", " Who am I to say such words of hurt & cruelty to? " I bring such disgrace to myself, gives me the chills. As I look closely to the mirror & wipe away all those thick make up. " What do I see? " Open pores, pimples & scars all over my face. Imperfection. So the question bugs me again. " Who am I to do so? "

Lord Jesus, change me.

evon

What the world has become

Come live in my heart,

And pay no rent.

This video really opened up my eyes and see things that I've never realized before. I encourage all of you to watch all 10 episodes of this as I'm only publishing 1 out of 10. And I can say I am not going to ask any of you to stop listening to circular songs as I would be called as a hypocrite because I am sure that I will not stop listening to circular songs either. But since we are all conscious of these plans that are set to change our mindset, we should not let these behaviours brainwash us into being more like them. "Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will." - Romans 12:2

Always remember that God is always there waiting for us. To help us when we are down. To pick us up when we fall. All we need to do is cry out to Him and He will save you ♥





evon

I wanna cupcake

Love never claims, it ever gives.

Love ever suffers, never resents never revenges itself.

1.  I've not been blogging, I know. Booo me, but blame the internet for having pms with my family for this whole week. Imagine.... A whole week without internet?! DIE .___. Thank God, I work in church. So I get to use the net with Tootsie :) But it's for my work, not to blog *rant*. Haha so I'm back.

2. Talking about internet, I want Unifi like so badly now.

3. Guess what? I'm playing Spongebob games in his website. So kewl right >:)

4. Hair products, hair products, hair products - My current addiction. I redyed my hair actually but can't really be seen here. O wells, it's brownish-red btw. Anyways, yeah. I kinda like the bangs idea but don't really have the guts, so this is what I came up with *looks at picture above* haha o.o What do you think about my new hairdo?

5. Parents bought me pretty pink flowery curtains for my new room hehehe. I feel like a princess again

6. Went Bliss with Bff, Laopo, Selva & Wayne yesterday. Spotted John & Mee Ling there :) Played Fish Wannabe Uno card games there heh fun fun. But all of them won a round besides me! Gaaaah, do I really suck that bad in games? .___. Anyways, Laopo went home the earliest. So Selva drove us around Usj2 with his Saga. It was fun while it lasted. Thanks guys muaaaxch muaaaxch!

 7. Had my driving class again. FINALLY after 3 months not touching the car! Gooosh, I was horrified. But I did awesome today wheee :) Like my engine didn't die on the road at all, like totally. Yes, believe it. Well, besides the part when I just learnt how to go up the hill. Engine died twice, but after that was all good. Heh, beat that >:)

8. Today is a happy day.

9. I need new clothes, SHHHOOOOPPPPIIINNGG!

10. Going out with church members tomorrow. It's a whole day :) I smell fun hehe and more pictures. Gracie is going too yay. Haven't been seeing her for 2 weeks now. Gosh, I miss her.

Anyways, I shall end here. Going out with boyfriend tonight *insert smiley face here*

evon

Stay My Baby

하나님은 좋은, 모든 시간입니다.

When BFF drove us to Mcd :)

1. My temporary room smells like cigs now .__. Thanks to those constructors geeez. O well, 2 more months Evon. 2 more months *Breathes in real hard* Fuuuuuuuuuuu.

2. Am currently listening to Jason Castro's Let's Fall In Love Again ♥

3. Guess what?! Okay, I had 2 rounds of Baskin Robbins today. Damn awesome hehehehe. Guess someone is having sugar rush >:) Gosh, went Damansara Utama for it with Ling & Angie during work break. Then boyfriend took me to Pyramid to check out some stuffs. Went for BR again after that then watched Expandables :) Thank you for spending time with me.

4. Tomorrow is Thursday! Gaaah, time is passing by so quickly. October is gonna be busy busy busy.

5. I should go sleep. Tomorrow is gonna be a good day, I proclaim! :)

“Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.” Which is true and this quote does not only refer to men, but to women as well. There is no denying that first impressions last when a man or a woman sees a physically attractive person and becomes interested with her or him. However, to most people, it’s the personality that counts when it comes to falling in love with someone. Love starts with the interaction and relation of two people and bonded by time. Even if a man’s partner is aesthetically challenged, his better half will always be beautiful to his eyes because he’s in love with her. As for me, what I would quote is that “Love will always be a part of our lives. It is the emotion that God has given us to use for him and to other people.” - Anonymous

evon

Back Then

"Girl, it is not how we started but how we end up.

And I will always love you." - Superman

Looking back at where I was then,

And how I am now with you by my side.

Back then, a booklet with a lock is what I call diary.

But now, you are my diary.

Ily :)

Say hello to PMS again ugggh. Once again, boyfriend is sweet enough to accompany me for the night. And I can say, he succeed to make me smile. Daaang, I always wonder how he does it. Thank you boyfriend, for always saving my day eventhough you are miles away *It even ryhmes haha*

All I wanna say is that,

You've made my day. Once again.

evon

Orange! Panasonic! Boxes! Hahahaha

Love is that condition in which the happiness

Of another person is essential to your own.

1. Happy Belated Malaysia Day, people :)

2. I super duper wuper love this epic picture. I really had fun this Sunday morning. Let me spill the beans for you people who didn't come for it. There was Chinese "tong sampah" drums, Malay "vegetable love story" dance, the ahem ahem Iban "food hunting" process and definitely the Bangla "jump jump"dance. Hehe I can say, this was definitely a successful one and I'm glad that I was back from NS to participate! Good job everyone. Boyfriend did a very good job too :):):) He's so cute in his outfit hehe. Okay, maybe not in the picture below haha. But yeah, you get the idea. This picture damn funny la

3. I'm so tired, gaaaaah. I need and want someone to massage me till I fall asleep.

4. The performance was in the morning. Our church had this bowling tournament every year since like 3 years ago, I think. Yes, New Lifers are damn awesome bowlers ngeh :) Anyways, yeah the tournament was this afternoon. So guess where's the venue this year? Haha, Summit USJ. So we were there till 5.30pm. But I had to wait for my bro to pick me up 2 hours later because I didn't dare to walk home alone in the not-so-dark dark wth does that even make sense? I'm too lazy and tired to think. So now you know why I'm freaking exhausted.

5. Yay, I'm going Empire Mall tomorrow to meet up with Joben. I hope I can get something there teehee itchy hands again.

6. I bought Seventeen Magazine but I'm seriously dead tired that I don't even know what I'm reading gosh .___. Alright, I need to spend some quality time with my sofa now. Nights all

 

evon

Fly high, last long

Come live with me and be my love, and we will some new pleasures prove,

Of golden sands, and crystal beaches, with silken lines and silver hooks.

Raawr :)

1. You know, I really like that picture heh.

2. Went for Change Your World city clean up today. It was alright :) Made some new friends here and there. Oh gosh, everywhere I go. They're promoting rakan cop. I've been through 3 talks about it. And why? I don't know. 

3. I wanna go for a vacation! Flight plans to Aussie with family to visit my uncle has been postponed to next year due to some last min changes noooooooooo .___. I wanna go so badly. I don't care, I'm flying off to somewhere. I want my time off, like literally I meant that. Taiwan or Bali? What do you think? But the only thing is, who am I suppose to go with? My mom is still working on the dates I wanna go. And it's not like everyone is damn free to take a 5 days off just to accompany me for a holiday trip right? Booo that sucks big time :\

4. I really really really really really really really wanna go before college starts next year.

5. I don't really have much to say now, besides that. Hmmmm maybe I should go to bed :)

evon

Rants rants rants *Updated*

To the world you may be one person,

But to one person you may be the world.

Random thought 1 : Why can't my hair grow any longer any faster? .___.

( 나는, 하나님과 함께 변경 내용이 이곳에서 말레이시아! 할렐루야, amen )

1. I think I made my mom proud today :) Guess why? Hehehe. I went to summit to check out how much Watson & Guardian is selling for Eucerin's toner. Obviously you go for the cheaper! First, I went to Watson. Okay, they had 10% discounts on all Eucerin products. Then I walked all the way to Guardian and looked around. The price was around the same. UNTIL I saw this pretty promotion of a bottle of cleanser and toner for a price of a toner AFTER discount. Woohoo, I know. Sure I went for that, damn awesome *happy happy wheeee grins* I heard from people around that Eucerin is good because it's dermatological skincare and is affordable too. Hopefully you guys can still grab hold of the promotion yourself at Guardian if you guys wanna try it out. The one I bought is meant for acne prone skin. Check them out here at Eucerin website

2. Boyfriend, I love you.

3. Am having this city clean up event organized by Change Your World this Saturday, which is 1 Malaysia Day! :) Oh, it's a freaking public holiday. So everyone has no excuse not to come ngek >:) These are some other activities organized by Change Your World. If you think you can't make it this Thursday, do some good and join some other community work. It makes you a better person :) Or if you think you can make it for all, good for you! Hehe come on, let's change Malaysia for the better. Hope to see you there!

I. Clean Up and Police Talk

Date: September 16
Time: 7am - 11.30am
See Map Below

II. Feed the poor in Puchong

Date: September 19
Time: 1.30pm - 4pm
See Map Below

III. Refugee Visit

Date: September 26 (sun)(*no more space)
Time: 3.30-6pm
See map Below

( Click to enlarge )

4. I thought I have lots to say, but I kind of don't remember what it was .___. O wells, till then.

evon

I'mma stalker!

No man is worth your tears, but once you found one that is.

He won't make you cry.

1. I'm so lazy to update .__.

2. Went and catch a movie with Poh, Ling and 20 other kids at 1u last week. Cats & Dogs 3D. Me and Elise fell asleep. Believe me, it wasn't because the movie was lame. Read No.3 to find out

3. Had pyjamas prayer with our youths the night before the movie. So you know, it wasn't cause of the movie :) But that night was awesome. We had prayer and slurped on maggi cup. Then had loads of fun with Jinny's korean board/card games. Even though I lost most of it ngeh we had fun

4. Went shopping with boyfriend at Pyramid the next day after I came back from national service. I think he bought shoes for himself and even got me slippers, Roxy :) Thank you baby. I am loving it every bit hehe

5. Okay, I know I said I was lazy to update. But I think I'm getting the hang of it already hahaha. Oh, and I think my time zone for this whole entire post totally went bizarre, o wells .___.

6. Did even more shopping while catching up with bff, Darren. Since he's on sem break now hehe. Bought myself 2 new flats and bff surprised me with new awesome shoes from Cotton On. I love it! Thanks bff :) Then, I got myself a darn cute bag that I couldn't resist on not getting heh. Happy day, happy day *grins*

7. Went out with Mei Ki, Darren, Eric, Jaymie and Su Ann last Saturday. Has been ages since I saw them. Boyfriend came along too, thanks for fetching and hanging around with me :) Watched Going The Distance. The movie was okay laa. Typical, I can say. Had some camwhoring moments later on and did those japanese picture machines thingy that I have not been doing for quite some time. Makes me feel younger already haha

8. That night itself was mummy's birthday. So boyfriend and I rushed home right after the hang out, washed up and off we all went for Bumbu Bali. *Click on it, that'll link you to more info* :) I tell you, the food there is awesome. I heart that place and the food. Knew this place when boyfriend and his family brought me there. Couldn't resist not taking my family there too.

9. My freaking Sony usb is hiding from me somewhere. I have like tons of pictures waiting to be uploaded. Please, come back to me .___.

10. Finally watched Grown Ups with boyfriend on Sunday. It's a really nice show, expected laa it's a bunch of jokers we're talking about. A few of my favourites :) And that was the day I couldn't finish up my indian rice. World breaking record, first time in my life gaaah. Silly to say, but I somewhat feel disappointed at myself. If you know me, I'm an indian rice kind of person lol. I tell you, if boyfriend didn't ask me to stop. I think I would've passed out for stuffing all that rice into my mouth like nomnomnom.

11. Oh, I changed my blogskin like finally. Just telling, if you didn't realize. What do you think? >:)

12. That's what I think I only did so far after coming back from camp. Hmmm I need to find more things to do woohoo. Besides online shopping, evon  .___.

evon