Dizzy wizzy

Without trust, words become the hollow sound of a wooden gong.

With trust, words become life itself.

 

 Hey sunshines :) Just got back home from Cameron with Dad. Yes only me and daddykins. Sounds awkward, don't you think? Heh. Everybody needs a little bonding session no? Anyways, overall it wasn't as bored as it sounds. We had our father daughter chats along the way. Future talks. And we didn't go all the way there for no good reason. I was accompanying him for some seminar. Haha dinner and supper was awesome btw. Strawberry picking was fun and muddy .__. And the journey ride back and forth? Torturing. Plain torture for a person who can't stand long rides like myself. I can say, I nearly puked on my way back home. No more Cameron for now. Thank you very much.

1. Stupid phone charger don't seem to be working again. Retarded.

Wasted my cash on that crap that doesn't work.

2. Backaches and stiff neck from the long journey ride. Uggh

3. Beginning of 2010 ain't so awesome to me. But when I look back,

Every beginning of a year seems to suck. I hope this comes to an end.

At least for this year. Oh gosh, please.

4. Wondering why the strawberries I picked are sourish .__.

5. Totally crushed by my own thought. Again. If only I am a computer,

I would totally shut myself down. Or maybe restart.

Reformat? That would be nice.

6. Missing the Bf really badly. Wondering what he's doing. Cheer up okay?

I love you so so much :)

7. I know I'm freakishly weird. I'm happy, sad,

Lost, emo all jumbled up in one.

8. Mei Ki's coming back soon. I can't let her see me like this. Lalalalala

I need to start trusting once more. No one said it was gonna be easy.

But I gotta try. Maybe I ain't trying hard enough.

Best proof of love is Trust.

I wanna get even with you ; Past

 evon