Life choices

All our midnight talks,

Are becoming a habit to me.

 

1. My blog format is slowly turning into point forms, if you realize.

Can't blame me. It's so much easier and neater :)

2. Stupid instructor canceled my amali class last minute.

I'm so pissed at him. I shall bite his head off.

Rip his body into pieces and feed them to the cavemen hoho

3. Omg bff totally slept his way in. Like 4578352545 wake up calls by me.

And still asleep .__. I wonder what he's dreaming of. Cough cough

4. Had dinner with boyfriend the other day at some tea rice shop.

It was yummy and everyone there was old. Hahaha

5. Witnessed an accident on that same day with boyfriend. Scary :\

Pray that the little boy is alright tho.

6. Oh and I was joking about ripping up my instructor's body

Into pieces in point 2 okaaayh. Just so you know haha

7. Realized I spent alot of time with boyfriend this month. Happpiiee :)

8. Random but like I should have a post about,

How many movies we'd watched together from Day 1 haha.

And I consider us as regular costumers for the cinema.

9. Can't wait for DFC 3rd Anniversary Celebration tomorrow.

Imagining all the drummers and bassist gathering together hoho.

10. Played Ps2 with boyfriend at my house yesterday.

He gives no mercy to a girl. Bite you!

And I disappointed my brother haha. What do you expect :)

11. I am fun-sized.

12. Family making me emo nao. Uggh

evon

1st of March

Trust is always earned,

Not given.

Some conversation we had - Brother ; Me ; Darren

Darren, why don't you dye your hair like everyone else does?

Well, cause he wants to live.

*Stares* Lame, I know.

1. It's gonna be a busy weekend. I like :)

2. Thank God for no pms. My bf would be glad hahaha

3. Retarded phone is giving up on me constantly.

Especially when I need it the most. Damn I need a new one.

Like the one Bff has. It's red and awesome.

4. I just realize SPM results are out in 2 weeks. Shiiiiiit

Let me jump off a building please. And do me a favour people.

Don't ask for my results. It'd help alot. Thank you

5. Paramore is awesome. I'd love you if you gimme tickets haha

 

6. Bible College starts next Monday. Bf said I sounded excited.

Maybe I am. Like finally I'm studying again.

I hope my brain didn't rot and is still functioning .__.

7. I'm bringing my lion pencil case to class. I don't care :)

8. I like staring at pretty girls more than I should.

And Katy Perry is pretty.

9. I think I'm gonna be classmate with my dad. That's so cool hahaha


10. Sushi mushi making yesterday with my beloved brother.
It tasted awesome. Well, cause most of it was done by me. Haha
But we had fun. And you are jealous >:)


11. Gonna meet up with Bff, Mee Ling and the rest soon. Yaay
I can't wait. Hehe is there gonna be food? .__. Lol

12. Needs to start jogging again. Gosh, I'm so lazy to do so.

13. I think my Bf is pretty awesome :)

evon

Pink mouse

You make me smile like the sun.
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record.
Crazy on a Sunday night.

1. Love this song by Kina Grannis. Awesome possum video.

Girl's can be such a bitch. Agreed.

2. I feel so clean after bathing. Heee

3. Checking my IC tomorrow morning. Stupid, not functioning.

4. Some people pisses me off. I hope you drop and die uggh

5. Slow songs make me emo. And this blog is getting more pathetic by the moment :(

6. Rereading When God Writes Your Love Story. Touches my soul.
Refreshes my mind. Keeps me from thinking too much.
Emoing all the time and rotting away at home.



Kthxbai
evon

PMS

One of the hardest things in life is having words,

In your heart that you can't utter.

 Flashbacks. I found this deep down under my post holder.

Seems so emotional. I wonder what I was thinking then - 29th April 09

I need a friend more than a lover,

Or am I just using you as a cover?

I'm lost, so confused,

But please don't accuse.

Cause I know it's my fault,

For getting things started to where we're of.

I'm scared of this,

Because of it's bliss.

Or maybe cause you're holding too tight,

That's why I'm letting go tonight.

Or maybe this is nature,

Or just me being immature.

I don't wanna say this, but I guess I should.

I know you will hate me, yes you would.

And I know this is bullshit,

I have to admit.

I need you, God.

To see me through.

Be my valentine,

evon

Red red packets

Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person,

Is essential to your own.

 1. This is an awesome song. Like seriously, I looooooooveeeeee


2. This year, survived at hometown for 24 hours. I guess as we grow older, there isin't really this urge of getting up early. Dressing up in my pretty little cheongsam. Receiving  red red packets. And to play around with my cousins anymore. Which is baaaad. What happen to our family traditions? Hmm.


3. Fell off the stairs this morning. I wasn't looking at my phone! I swear.
The stairs just hate me, I tell you. As if I don't have enough blue blacks on my leg raawr.


4. I love Kina Grannis. Love love love love love :)


5. Daddy asked me to defer National Service. I don't know, I don't know.
I need God to like answer me, oh please. I'd listen.


6. Yesterday was exhausting. But I truly enjoyed. Thank you Bf ♥ 
I'm glad you didn't pee in your pants lol. I didn't too. Haha 


7.  Miss Charchie 2 and Steel so badly. Steel owes me a date hehe


Back for more updates.


8. A fregging cockroach crawled to my ass yesterday night wtf.
Can still feel it's yucky little legs ugh. Kill me nao, would you kill me!


9. I wanna shop at Diva. Small little accessories that costs like a bomb seems to interest me. Stupid, gone case la all my cash lol. But they're sooo pweetie haha :)


10. 1utama is superb fuuun. Unlike Pyramid raaawr.


evon

Orange with black stripes

Trust lies at the core of love;

There can be no true love without trust.

 Happy Valentine's Day; 

Happy Chinese New Year.

 Port Dickson, here I come.


MIA,
evon

Dizzy wizzy

Without trust, words become the hollow sound of a wooden gong.

With trust, words become life itself.

 

 Hey sunshines :) Just got back home from Cameron with Dad. Yes only me and daddykins. Sounds awkward, don't you think? Heh. Everybody needs a little bonding session no? Anyways, overall it wasn't as bored as it sounds. We had our father daughter chats along the way. Future talks. And we didn't go all the way there for no good reason. I was accompanying him for some seminar. Haha dinner and supper was awesome btw. Strawberry picking was fun and muddy .__. And the journey ride back and forth? Torturing. Plain torture for a person who can't stand long rides like myself. I can say, I nearly puked on my way back home. No more Cameron for now. Thank you very much.

1. Stupid phone charger don't seem to be working again. Retarded.

Wasted my cash on that crap that doesn't work.

2. Backaches and stiff neck from the long journey ride. Uggh

3. Beginning of 2010 ain't so awesome to me. But when I look back,

Every beginning of a year seems to suck. I hope this comes to an end.

At least for this year. Oh gosh, please.

4. Wondering why the strawberries I picked are sourish .__.

5. Totally crushed by my own thought. Again. If only I am a computer,

I would totally shut myself down. Or maybe restart.

Reformat? That would be nice.

6. Missing the Bf really badly. Wondering what he's doing. Cheer up okay?

I love you so so much :)

7. I know I'm freakishly weird. I'm happy, sad,

Lost, emo all jumbled up in one.

8. Mei Ki's coming back soon. I can't let her see me like this. Lalalalala

I need to start trusting once more. No one said it was gonna be easy.

But I gotta try. Maybe I ain't trying hard enough.

Best proof of love is Trust.

I wanna get even with you ; Past

 evon

Middle of the night

3 words, 8 letter, 1 meaning.

Say it, I'm yours.

 

Me ; Bf

 

Bi, you gotta watch UP. It's really nice.

Okay I will.

No la. I think you'd have to always watch DOWN.

Yeah, so that I can see you.

I don't know why. I just insulted myself. Lool

 And the Bf is forever supportive. Haha

Thank you dearest *sarcasm*

 Anyways, I am happy being with yoooouu.

Cause I know I can be myself.

And you would love me for that.

Thank you for being patient,

With my LAG luiness - Inside joke lol

Thank you for being a shoulder,

For me to cry on.

Thank you for being the advicer,

Eventho I don't like to listen :\

Thank you for being my best friend,

Someone I can share my everything with.

Thank you for being the keeper,

When no one wants me.

Board games and Ramli burger tomorrow :)

evon

200th post

Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairytale.

This is my Omgbbqyuckpukepukepuke auntie at home look.

So bad you can puke blood, drink it back and still puke again.

Okaaayh. That's disgusting. But anyways,

I realize I don't have any fringeless photos.

So there you go. Puke all you want :)

And those are the best shots. Lol

That bad. Hahahahaha

Now you understand why I never ever in a gazillion years,

Pull up my fringe. I'm saving your eyes.

Oh ya, if you realize on the top of this post.

It's my 200th! Awesome possumness.

How time passes by.

I shall pick a day to read my blog from day 1.

Hoho that would be nice.

1. Shop with brother for his jeans was tiring. End results? None. Uggh

We can't find anything in Pyramid. Terrible therefore, 1 Utama tomorrow.

2. Dance dance dance. Whoooo I shall stare at the video for hours,

And learn it myself. Hoho what fun *Sarcasm* :)

3. Paint room pink pink pink. Even my door. And deco room.

Bf's gonna help out. Yay I hope daddy lets. 

4. Having problem choosing which lappie I want. And colour. Lalalala

I've learn a lil some some from wanting a lappie. A little technology smarter

5. Bf wants me to plan our next date. Yes boss.

One of it would be rock-climbing, please please please? I takut tho. Blek

6. Chinese New Year is around the corner. Valentine's Day too :)

And it means Mei Ki is coming back too. Yaaaaay

Oh ya, remember I said I have problem choosing the colour of my lappie?

Yellow. Pink. Red. Blue. Purple. Green. White. Black

First 2 is my choice. Help me.

evon