Happy Birthday

Shine like a star,

Burn like the sun.

Many faces :)

1. I'm gonna post in point forms now. I DON'T CARE! >:)

2. Anyways, okayh! I just encouraged and cheered myself up blogging in my previous post. Again, I don't fregging care if you think I'm cuckoo or just plain silly. As long it makes me happy, so be it! Hoohaa how much a blog can do nowadays and not forgetting how amazing God is :)

3. I need 2 cups of Neslo everyday to keep me awake in class .__. What do you expect, I wake up 5.30 in the morning every single day. Don't you give me that look, okayh. I need that much time to get ready for class. Blame the habit of stoning in front of the mirror! And if you don't know, Nescafe + Milo = Neslo. Gooosh, had sugar rush today. Tabitha, you saw it! Hahaha

4. Back to oats every lunch. I'MMA PIG and that's bad.

5. Oh gawd, I'm old :( My body parts doesn't seem as flexible as it used to be anymore. And it aches every single day. Do you know what that means? Stretching time wheeee the agony .__.

6. My dad seriously makes me laugh like mad cow la. I love him so much :)

7. Dong dong boyfriend decided never to ever paint my toenails ever again after that day hahaha. Now you know, it's not an easy job for a girl to paint her nails okaaayh >:)

8. Darren & Mei Ki, I seriously miss you guys. Where art thou? :( Even though I didn't message you guys after so long, please know that you're always on my mind. I waaaaat updates from you guys so badly. Ask me out lar, I'd fly from the other side of the world for you both hoohaa :)

9. My driving classes are on hold. That's so emofying. I hope I can get my license by May. Oh please oh please oh please.

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Enough said, I have this part of my post dedicated to someone dear to my heart,

JOSEPH BENJAMIN STEWART.

Happy 18th Birthday, kor.

I've said it once, twice. I'll say it thrice.

I am truly blessed to have you in my life.

We've practically grown up together.

Seeing each others through ups and downs.

And I'd be very sad if we ever stop keeping in touch.

I wanna see you 10, 20, 30 years down the road.

And seeing you attending my wedding, okayh.

I remember you said you'll help me with my gown.

Hahaha the old times. I'd miss you so much.

 Anyways like you've said, keep shining for God :)

I'll always remember you.

evon

Don't play with me.

Love always protects, always trust,

Always hopes, always perseveres.

I don't know whether I'm pmsing or wert. Leave me kthxbai >:)

It may seems that only God can show me true love.

It may seems that only God can give me true love.

It may seems that only God can fill the emptiness in my heart.

It may seems that only God can replace the sorrow within me.

It may seems that only God can replace the burden within me.

It may seems that only God can put a true smile on my face.

Evon, never let this world pull you down.

Buck up, no tears.

With God, no human words are gonna harm me.

I am strong. I am happy.

I am beautifully and wonderfully made by God,

Whether you like it or not.

evon

Burned out

 There is none like you,

No one else can touch my heart like you do.

Okayh. Since someone said my blog's turning into point forms. And it ain't prettay. I shall blog like an essay nao. Let's just hope it'd be easy to read .__.

Let's see what I've done throughout the weekend aite?

Friday

Last class of the week! Like finaaally. Gosh, that week felt like it was never gonna end :\ Had my awesome possum afternoon nap after class. And as usually, my Friday night spent with boyfriend :) We watched Time Traveller's Wife. Thank you for going through the "agony" for me hahaha

Ohh, did I tell you? I had dinner with college house 1 on Thursday. And boyfriend came along too! The funniest part was when daddy introduced my family and boyfriend to them. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. When it was boyfriend's turn, daddy was like :" This is um, um *long awkward pause* um... MY FRIEND! " Lol silly him

Saturday

Busy day ahead.

Woke up at 8 in the morning for worship makan time wheee. That means I get to see Steel and Charchie 2! But the stupid thing was that I only had 6 hours of sleep!! Which is not enough raaaawr. Gooosh, you don't wanna know how many times I snoozed my alarm :\ Finally gave in and dragged myself to the toilet.

The food was YUMMY :) Like I haven't tasted such awesome soup before. And and and the salmooooooon. After that, head off to The Curve with Charchie 2 to meet up with Michelle. Charchie 2 drove me for the very first time! Hehehehe it was fun eventhough it was only the 3 of us. So it means bonding session at Baskin Robbins! Darn satisfied with my ice cream la haha. Watched Alice in Wonderland later on. Charchie 2 seems to enjoy the show alot! Like fregging alot!! I kinda like the cat nao. It doesn't seem so bad and scary after all :)

After movies, we went our separate ways. Charchie 2 drop me off 1utama. Cause boyfriend was there for his cell outing. I can tell you, by then my heels were killing me! Imagine walking from one end of 1utama to the other end .__. Don't bother convincing me not to wear heels, wouldn't work :) Had boyfriend's favourite Carl's Jr. for dinner. Then we headed home and watched Biggest Loser.

Sunday

Ugggh I don't bother explaining this day. Pms gao gao :\ Then again, Charchie 2 was there. Thanks babe, I hope you felt better too.

Whoa, that's a loooong post. Didn't know I have so much to crap about .__. Sunday is ending. Another busy week ahead pffffft.

Chao mao rao

evon

Grace of God

You filled my heart,

And it overflowed.

 To Gracie,

I truly deeply tell you this.

I can never find any friend awesomer than you.

You do not judge me for my ways.

Instead, you are always there for me.

I wanna thank you for everything.

I love you.

1. Guys, you all are my awesome friends.

But for the things she's done for me, I really don't know how to repay her.

2.  Bear with me, it's one of those nights.

3. Have you ever felt that you want something so badly, but know it's not good for you. And still, you want it? Yeah, that's how I feel right now. Like ice cream, a little of em seems fine. But when it gets addictive, you keep coming back for more. And from there, you know that consequences must be faced which sucks so bad :\

 4. God, give me wisdom and strength. I know what I'm suppose to do.

I just don't know how to face it. Please be there for me, I need you.

5. Still, nothing is worth suicidal :)

6. In times like these, it seems like God's the only solution to my everything.
And I am glad He is.

7. I'm guessing you're feeling confused cause my blog gives you diverse feelings. First I'm grateful, then I'm sad and lost and now, everything seems ok. Well, let me tell you. I'm not okay thank you very much.

8. But because of God's love and grace, not forgetting the people around me. I know I am truly blessed. And obstacles like these aren't gonna tear me apart. I don't think so, I know so :)

9. Okayh, Monday is coming. Back to school. Study study

God loves you and me :)

evon

Missing out

If we can't trust,

Neither can we find love or joy.

1. Thank God for worship today. Everything went super well :)

Also thanks to the musicians! You guys were awesome.

2. Am feeling kinda looooow right nao. I would love to know why.

But I couldn't uggh .__. Maybe I'm tired, let's hope.

3. Just finished my assignment yesterday. 2 1/2 hours for a page.

Gooosh, it's harder than you think. But am quite satisfied la :)

3. I'm missing out all the fun! Sacrifices to be made, oh well.

WATCH OUT FRIENDS, I'D BE FREE BY MAY 21ST! Lawl

Yes, I know that's a long way more. Just trying to make myself feel better.

Which doesn't seem to be working raawr.

4. Ling invited me to be one of the blog authors in this particular blog.

Different various authors. Kinda awesome possum :)

I think it's under construction. But please do check em out ya?

I'd put the link down here.

http://itstartedwithapassion.blogspot.com/

5. I think too much :\

6. Am talking to Selva nao. Happy happy I miss him.

Mei Ki, where are you? KISS KISS HUG HUG

7. You'd probably seen this in my blog before or not.

" I like you more than

Spongebob likes jellyfishing,

Sandy likes karate,

Mr.Krabs likes money,

And Squidward likes his clarinet.

All I want is you.

Like how much Plankton wants

The krabby patty secret formula ♥ "

But am still loving it everytime I see it.

8. Ps.Colin Hurt is sooo awesome :)

He's such a wonderful man of God.

9. Information about National Service are FINALLY out.

I kinda knew I wasn't gonna be sent back to Selangor hm.

Yaaah, anyways. It's Sungai Siput, Perak. Wherever that is haha

Boyfriend told me he'd heard of that place before, alot of siput .__.

You see you see, so lame! Hahahahaha

Anyways, I won't be able to attend due to Bible College.

I'm happy and sad at the same time.

10. Ohhhh, the bed is calling me nao.

I shall be obedient hehe. Nights

evon

Underwater

All I really wanna do,

Is fall even deeper in love with you.

1. I'm gonna stop posting in point form starting from the next post!

I doubt it hahahaha >:)

2. Another week has passed .__. I hope I'd used my time properly.

And not like waste time and rot at home anymore.

3. Worship leading this coming Wednesday at Bible College. Darn nervous.

You can hear the pounding of my heartbeat just by standing next to me!

Thank you Joel Chua & Jen Ling, my musicians :)

4. Got modules to finish up!! Ahhh, I must not slack .__.

5. I forgot some of the things I want to post. Uggh so annoying

6. Oh, somehow I really miss all my high school friends.

Super sad I couldn't see alot of them the other day :\

7.  Watched The Book of Eli with boyfriend on Friday.

It was alright. I bet the script was less than 20 pages or something haha

I wanna watch Alice in Wonderland *hint hint* >:)

8. Hm, I feel like I have loads of things to do.

Somehow I'm sitting here blogging. Pffft I kinda dislike this feeling

9. Marie Digby is damn gorgeous huhu and so is Josh Duhamel :)

10. OH, I REMEMBER WHAT I WANNA POST.

PLEASE DON'T BOTHER ASKING ME BOUT MY SPM RESULTS.

KTHXBAI.

11. Random but I somehow miss dancing damn alot sigh :(

12. Shall busify myself right now. Chao

God is super awesome.

evon

Boyfriend

Miss you like crazy,

Even more than words can say.

 

Boyfriend, I'd always be there for you ♥ 

 

The spaces between my fingers,

Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I miss you

evon

March begins

God is LOVE ; GOOD.

We, his workmanship.

1. It's already March. I'm not ready .__.


2. But it means Mei Ki's coming back from NS real soon.
I totally can't wait to hang out with her once more.


3. We didn't even snap any photos when she came back!
Better have another photoshoot with you ah, please hehe >:)


4. It means you too, boyfriend. I want photos with yooooouuuu.


5. First week of Bible School just ended. Am loving it.


6. Watched Solomon Kane with boyfriend at Summit just now.
Scaaaary looking devils lar. Overall, a nice show.


7. Had a sudden crave for ice cream after the movie.
So boyfriend brought me to my favorite,100 yen! For ice cream. Yuuumz
Thank you boyfriend, and also for spending time with me :)


8. Am so tired I'm suppose to sleep nao. Tata



evon

DISC

Sow in tears,

Reap in joy.

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1. Okaaaay. I'm kinda sleeeepy and tired and cranky and stoning.

So I shall blog real quick and head off to bed :)

2. God, please let me not have PMS. Thank you, Amen.

3. Bible school just started this week. Awesome possum

Am really glad I'm here. In just a week, I've learn so much yay.

I actually feel more knowledgeable already *Inserts satisfied face*

4. Finish 1 out of 10 modules which I'm suppose to do in 10 weeks.

9 more to go haha.

5. Made super awesome dossum qossum possum friends at bible school.

Let the bonding begin :) And people thinks that my dad's cool haha.

6. Truth is, I miss my Bffs too. WHERE ARE YOU GUYZZZZZ? :\

Why don't you guys have blogs. Or for those who have update?

Raaawr chew you guys into pieces.

7. SPM results in a week or two. Worried - No. Well, I shouldn't be.

8. Oh, speaking of SPM. I think I did quite well for my first bible test yay.

No re-sits needed :)

9. Currently missing my silly boyfriend.

10. According to Jess, I'm an A-S-S. Haha *Inside joke*

Shall sleep nao

evon