Count Your Blessings

Blessed to be a blessing

Well, I guess it's the time of the year again. A wonderful ending for the year 2011; anticipating the new year of 2012. So much has happened, I couldn't even put them in words or even have the time to do so. But then again, reflecting the past now doesn't seem to be as bad as how it used to be when I was younger anymore. I guess I am stronger now knowing that there is this one person over millions of people who will always be behind me, catching me when I fall and accepting me for who I are when I do mistakes. When you do find that one person who would do all that without a single doubt, you know he's the right one for you. 

Let's start with my birthday, shall we? :)

First Day - Bff Gracie & Poh made a surprise for me on the 6th Nov at Ling's house with Krystal, Soph and the boyfriend; how awesome are my friends. Sadly, there was no photo taken! How can. Anyways, they made all my favourite food for dinner. And if you are wondering how I fell into their trick to get to Ling' house, well church purposes can get you everywhere especially with the help of the boyfriend hahaha.

Second Day - Boyfriend was wonderful enough to go shopping with me all day looking for my birthday present since it was a public holiday anyways. But boy, I dislike public holidays and heels. It's one of the worst combination ever! It gets you all sweaty and tired even in air-con places, imagine that. Anyways, we ended up getting myself a handbag. Me love, thanks boyfriend :) And had a little romantic dinner at Secret of Louisiana, next to the kelana lakeside. The food was good, ambiance was wonderful as well. Until this crazy drunken dude started singing karaoke with the mic haha. You should have seen our faces back then.

Third Day - Had a wonderful family dinner with the boyfriend and his family as well. Some place in Puchong where they sell awesome seafood. Recommended! But I forgot where that place was haha. Whoops

Thanks for the wonderful presents, everyone :)

Christmas was a funny one this year. Me and the boyfriend ended up wrapping presents till Christmas Day itself. A tiring yet lovely one indeed :) I had all the chocolates and candies I can ever imagine, yeah. And pretty shoes from boyfriend; what more can a girl ask for.

Well to end this wonderful year filled with blessings, I even got myself a new gadget - Blackberry Bold 9790. My first week using it and am loving every bit of it. Okay, I'm overjoyed. Remember to count your blessings, everyone; despite big or small :) Thanks for reading, till next time!

evon

Kitty Kitty Cat

I never thought it would end,

Cause you got up in my head like that,

And made me happy, oh love is crazy.

Just came back from camp yesterday. I've never felt so tired for not doing anything before. I actually think this is one of the most relaxing camps I've ever been to but yet the sleepiest and most tired. Hmmmm am I getting old or whaaaaaat. Gosh, o wells :\ It was a wonderful camp tho. Big applause to the chairwomen and camp committee! Will update on camp later on when the pictures come in.

Anyways, all my personal thoughts are like clogging up my social life. My brain's practically of no use right now ugh. How now brown cow? But I guess there are some things that are meant to be kept personal. Well, just found something that cheered myself up again. Boyfriend bought me this as a super random surprise, how sweet of him :) The only thing he's confidence in getting for me without asking for my permission haha

 

A ballerina Hello Kitty cup! I love it hehe. And look what the cover says :) Well, eventhough we may have alot of arguments and disagreements with each other at times; our love and commitment for each other will always be stronger than that. There are times I wish I could just give up, but you are all the reason I am still persevering. Anyways, I wish I can blog more but my tummy is singing wonderful songs. I shall head down to the kitchen now, byes

evon

A Thousand More

The minute you think of giving up,

Think of the reason why you held on so long.

Somehow, love has brought me back to this place; it takes much courage and confidence to begin with. Without it, love can never be fully expressed to it's fullest. This song reminded me once more of the step that I've decided to take with him 2 and a half years back. There was so many reasons for me to say no back then, but turns out to be every reason for me to say yes this moment. It may sound crazy; it may sound unrealistic, but you will never know until you find out. I must be kidding if I ever say that I'm not afraid of the future; of disappointments; of losing the one I love once more. But if I didn't choose to take this step closer back then, I would not have found the happiness that I have right now.

Heartbeats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I have loved you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty I know she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath, every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

evon

Brings Back Memories

The greatest thing you'll ever learn,

Is to love and be loved in return.

 This will be a very short post. As promised, I was suppose to blog about my day at Jayesslee's concert :) The concert was definitely graded 4/5 for me. From the host, opening performances to the performances from the twin sisters themselves. So here are the pictures, most of them ended up being cam whoring pictures cause our seats were close to the corners haha. But it was good! At least we were this close to them. Let's start off with my favourite picture of the day aite? :)

Bff and I bought Mcd to eat while waiting in line to enter

Photo-bombed! HAHA 

Boyfriend who went with me as well <3 

The rest who went. Sheena and her friend too

 The stage 

 MC of the day, Jin from Hitz fm. He was hilarious :)

The rest are just cam whoring pics while enjoying their music 

Ended with the first song I heard from them. Officially missing you by Tamia

Alright, that's it for now! Will update more on my birthday celebration and bedazzled phone hehe

evon

Enchanted

Love cannot be seen nor touched,

But must be felt in the heart.

I don't believe in spending 24/7 together with your partner. Loving a person doesn't mean constantly dwelling into each other's presence because it blinds you; it actually doesn't. Instead, it opens up one's eyes to see the reality of unconditional love and pure commitment. Love is not all about sugary sweetness as we all have imagined but because of love, we are suppose to accept the other half the way he or she is. Most of us never seems to understand this as we keep trying and trying to change our partner to be what we want them to be. It is not about finding the perfect men or women to fit your criteria. If you're still searching, let me tell you that you're most likely unable to find this right person to be with for the rest of your life.

It is by living the moment that you get to spend together that causes us to appreciate the time we manage to get to see one another. Because as days, months and years pass by, these days will set us a reminder of how much we truly love one another despite how busy we may get in life. I believe that even married couples face the same situations as any other; but marriage is not all about love anymore. Couples that have divorced did not bare in mind of the plans they have together in the future, providing for one another's needs whether it is emotional, physical or spiritual, and sacrificing their dreams for one another. However it may be, married couples too need to have their time alone to realize the importance of one another. 

Joshua has been there for me for the past years. Looking back at all the days that I cried and suffered with confusion with life, he was like a walking word of wisdom to me whether he realized it or not. He took care of me when no one did; brought me breakfast, lunch, dinner or supper, you name it; drove me around when I needed him to despite the distance; bought me lots of goodies to cheer me up or surprise me cause he knows I love it. I mean seriously, I have an amazing boyfriend and I'm proud to show it. I know I have high expectations to reach but he seems to be the extraordinary; in a very different perspective. I remember when we first gave each other a chance to work this out, I told myself that this would probably not last long because he was not exactly what I expected him to be back then. But somewhere in my heart gave it in anyways and it turns out, I was totally wrong. He is EXACTLY what I love my man to be without knowing. He has changed my perspective in love and the way we should search and respond to it. So after all these whiles, I was searching for the wrong people at the wrong places with the wrong reasons. It shook me real hard and has definitely awaken me to see the reality from my dreams.

The thing that works for us is that, despite our total differences in lifestyle and culture; we are very similar on the inside. We share similar beliefs and  goals that set us apart from others in life. Our views and opinions meets and it makes us stronger as we build each other up with encouragement and confidence. We believe that instead of seeing each other day and night, giving each other space would help in our relationship. We believe that being in a relationship need not be mushy and sweet words all the time; there are times of seriousness as well. We believe that it is impossible to love one another 24/7 but because of pure commitment and God's love. We believe that it is unnecessary to spend so much on each other in an on-going relationship; as it doesn't prove of your loyalty towards one another. 

I love that he doesn't pamper me all the time; knowing that I need a little push in life sometimes to succeed, he makes the effort to do so eventhough he loves me enough to do it for me. I love that he doesn't always make me happy; as it makes me realize that we are all just humans and how crazy my mood swings may be sometimes and it's unbearable. I love that he doesn't pay for everything but most of the time, he does; shows that I do put in some effort sometimes in the relationship as it is a two way street. I love that he cares for my family members as well; shows that they do mean something to him besides having a good relationship with me. 

It's weird how we slowly alter into each other's characters but amusing at the same time. We laugh and joke about one another when we realize the times that we imitated each other's habits unconsciously. The way we talk; the way we joke; the way we think; hopefully not the way we laugh haha. But this relationship has truly made me believe that he may be the right one for me, my Mr Right. Long gone are the days that I seek for someone who understands me inside and out and yet loves me back for who I am. It is like spending time with your best friend, but different; he's my lover as well. 

Well, he's probably in his Muay Thai class now and I'm happily blogging right here. Honestly, I'm not able to read where our future will stand but at least we look forward to it everyday now that we know what we want.  Always remind ourselves that being in a relationship/marriage is not about getting something in return, but it's about giving the best that you can for the one you love.

evon

Journey Like No Other

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,

Show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

 Hey ho! Finally, I am done with my finals. Eventhough it only lasted for 3 days, felt like ages to me. Hopefully all my studying pays off. No words can describe how stressful I was for the pass weeks; especially knowing that I'd be 20 next year and I needed to work extra hard since I'd slacked for a year while everyone was already studying. Well, you have no idea. And it has definitely been a long journey for me. An indescribable one; one that I'd never thought I would experience. I realized that I've always been pampered by everyone around me. And now I would have to learn to pick myself up whenever someone tries pushing me down. It is not easy because I'd never felt so depressed and alone before. Always knowing that someone will be there to protect me seems to mold me into this vulnerable person; but I have conquered it. Nothing's gonna stop me from doing greater things in my future. It's my life; my choice.

I'd promised myself not to only write when I'm sad, I suppose it's a very bad habit of mine. Reading back all my previous post, makes me sound unappreciative of my life and that's not how I want to live it. God has given us this life to do great things and be grateful of. Not knowing what's gonna happen in our future despite happiness or sorrows, isn't that what makes us anticipate more in life? When I'm 30 years old, I want to reread my blog knowing that I have achieve something in life. Doesn't matter if I became the wealthiest person on earth or not; as long I'd never look back in life with regrets. That would be success to me.

Well, one chapter of my life has ended; another awaits. What should I expect in life now? It's a good question; because I'm clueless myself. Seeing people around me with wonderful goals and dreams in life makes me envious sometimes as I wonder what I would be in the society when I grow up. Would I end up being a normal employee trying to stay alive from morning traffics? Or would I end up being someone important in society that could make a difference? My paths seems to be a blur to me since finals have ended; but I hope I could do so much more. So much more than I could ever imagine.

But yet there is so much I need to be grateful for. My boyfriend who has always been there for me; always had faith in me with the things that I do. It's hard to always be the responsible one; trying to keep up. But with him in my presence, I'm allowed to be myself once more.

Time does not wait for me and you. So it's time to bath my Colin boy! Alright, story you some other time :)





evon

Over You

Even heroes have the right to bleed.

I realize that I blog more when I'm unhappy. And it is true because I'm unable to express myself. Whether if it is through words or emotions. No one will ever understand how depressed I am right now. Probably God does. And I hope He reads this. I have no where else to go to. Have you ever felt like you're stuck in an empty box trying to escape but have no idea how to. Yeah, when life gets the best of you. You know you're the only person that can get yourself back up. And I'm on the floor right now, knowing that I need to get up quick but somehow my body refuses to do so. I'm just lying there like a dead corpse, how pathetic.

What do you do when people around you takes advantage of you?

What do you do when your family aren't in good condition?

What do you do when your home is not a home anymore? 

What do you do when you have no sense of direction in life like others?

What do you do when responsibilities starts building up and you have no idea how to face it?

What do you do when emotions start wearing off?

What do you do when all those smiles and laughter are hidden with burdens and sorrows?

I'm only me. No more and no less. And am able to do only my best. But when best is not enough anymore, I have the rights to break down and cry. Imperfections. Flaws. Mistakes. Turns out to be the definition of me. I can't seem to reach out no longer. Like an overstretched rubber band. Useless to everyone. What am I to do? Nothing seems to work anymore.

But it's close to the end of another chapter. A very sucky one indeed. One that I'd never want to be reminded of. But I can't give up just yet. Finishing this lap took me so much effort and ending it here would seem such a waste. But somehow, a part of me wants to stay in this moment despite how terrible I feel right now. Because I know, the next chapter is waiting for me and it isn't any easier. Getting a job after graduating, hopefully would help enlighten my own burdens. Making the decision to pay for my own studies in Uni, hopefully would enlighten my parent's burden. Responsibilities, hopefully God is with me through it all. I know I can't carry it all with my bare hands. Too small, too fragile, too gentle. 

I know most of us go through personal problems as well. Some may even face more problems than I do right now. And most of you would probably tell me to cheer up and appreciate life as it is. I understand and definitely am not against that. Because I myself too advice people in that manner when everything seems to be in order in my life. But it is not, right now. This feeling that I have, nothing can compare. And it may look like a rant to you, but to me is the only way to release myself from these thoughts at a time like this.

Sigh life. When will the world turn around.

evon

Back In Time

Don't focus on what you have left behind,

Or you will never be able to see what lies ahead of you.

As promised before, I will post about my trip to Singapore back in August. I know, I'm such a lazy bum when it comes to this. But I finally did it! That's the awesome part of it, no? :) It has already been 3 months since then. Well, this was a very impromptu trip to S'pore because our main purpose was for Ling's graduation from City Harvest Bible College. So proud of her, btw! 

But since I planned to go for her graduation, why not go for a vacation as well right? See, I'm so smart. Started off wondering who to bring for this trip, because I didn't wanna go alone. That would be kind of boring. So that is why the boyfriend and bff of mine ended up accompanying me in this trip hahaha. I know they awesome <3 

Well, my dad came along as well la. He wanted to visit my aunt, so he drove us down. Not bad what. Free transport to S'pore, all we need is our unexpired password. So we booked our Universal Studio S'pore tickets back at home before leaving because I was told that they have limited tickets sold per day. Interesting. 

So there you have us, enjoying our time in USS. I tell you, I love the roller coasters so much! Bff was so afraid, so it was only me and the boyfriend who sat the crazy rides. Eventhough I was jumping around in my line and everyone was practically staring at me but who cares. I was afraid too but I love the excitement!! Show you the crazy ride - Battlestar Galactica. Btw, it's a duel roller coaster ride. The good verses the evil

Basically we had tons of fun there. You all should go as well! Besides that, we went shopping hehe. How can it be a vacation without shopping right? :) I tell you, everything well most of the things are like $10 at Bugis Street. Omg, I'm so going back to shop in S'pore next year. This is the proof.

Most of those shopping pictures were taken by the boyfriend because me and bff practically walked in and out of every shop like nobody's business haha.

There we have my favorite $1 ice cream since I was a little girl. Yes, must be $1 and must be from Singapore also haha. Seriously loved it. But before finishing my post of my awesome trip to S'pore, guess who we met along the way? Omg, this makes the trip x1000000000 times more awesome that it already was.

Yes, this is the only picture I have of the 3 of us. Well, our first time together in another country! Hehehehe <3 Besides that, we even met up with Cheryl. It was great to see her again. Had a lunch meet up with her.

Tadaa, so there you have it. My awesome trip to S'pore :) I really hope to go there again next year. And maybe, just maybe. I'll be able to see Xiaxue or Qiu Qiu hahahahaha *dreams* Anyways, till next time when I post about my Jayesslee concert experience and other funz.

evon

Run To You

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.

Live the life you have imagined.

Okay okay, you caught me. I'm running away from my assignments :\

Gaaah, this is pathetic. I can't believe I already wrote 7 essays and I still have 3 more essays to go. How can this be. And yet I am here bragging about it. I NEED BRAIN JUICE. MORE. I guess this is the life of a college student. Being all stressed up, losing much hair, pimples and eating to release all that tense. Boohoo. So much for awesome November. I'll make sure my kids are born in the beginning or middle of the year. Or else they'd suffer like I do. Anyways, classes have been kinda bleh to me. Assignments assignments quizzes assignments presentations. Everyone is rushing because we're about to finish our finals and graduation. How I long for that day to arrive faster. Admitting I'm already gonna be another year older, I guess it's a good thing after all. And I really hope of getting new experiences in uni life.

Recently I have alot of thoughts running through my mind. I don't just wanna be an ordinary girl who works in the cooperate world, trying to survive with the economical and technological changes in this world. I wanna be someone, even if not noticed, but someone who would help make this world a slight better than before. But I don't know how. I heard friends who'd wanna be a dentist so that they can go into the mission field and serve people with free services. Some who'd wanna be a lawyer to serve the community and gain some rights from there. Or even some who'd be a doctor so that they can go and help at places that are suffering from famine. So, what would I wanna be? What can I be? I don't know yet. God, please reveal it to me for you know best.

Okay I shall hit back my books, reports and assignments now!
Reminder: Update blog on my Singapore trip and Jayesslee concert :)





evon

#Wishlist

Don't cry because it's over,

Smile because it happened.

Okay, so my 19th birthday is coming. I don't know what to expect. It's my last year of being a teen. Wow, days just pass by so fast when you're enjoying with loved ones. Sooner or later, everyone will start studying oversea. Leaving great memories back here in M'sia. I can't wait till it's my turn. Gosh the future sounds scary huh? But that's the fun of it. You'll never what to expect. Adventure! I'm so ready for you.

Now, my #wishlist to be achieved by the time I turn 20.

1. New phone ( Just had to put it down, eventhough I know I'm getting one soon hehe )

2. New specs ( My old one is so annoying.. pfft )

3. Pretty camera ( Yes, I still want this! )

4. More shoes ( Gaaah, whai so tempting... )

5. Clarasonic Plus ( This is a MUST! Zomg )

6. Facial steamer/sauna

7. Give me hair extensions/treatment please kthxbai. ( I want long-er hair/better hair )

8. New vintage handbag ( My brown one is tearing apart sobz. Hopefully I can get one similar to this )

9. A few spaghetti straps in different colours

10. Epilator ( I'd be a happy girl if I own this hehehe )

Hmm, what should I ask my parents to get me? I really want......

evon

Here In My Life

In this life, we cannot do great things.

We can only do small things, with great love.

I have never walked on water

Felt the waves beneath my feet but

At  your Word Lord, I'll receive Your

Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me

In that very same place

All my failings surely would have drown me

But You made a way

You are my freedom

Jesus you're the reason

I'm kneeling again at Your throne

Where would I be without You

Here in my life, here in my life

You have said that all the heavens

Sing for joy at one who finds

The way to freedom, truth of Jesus

Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me

Through the eyes of Your grace

And thought the cost was Your beloved for me

Still You made a way

...............................................

God. Boyfriend. Grace. Poh Yi. Darren. Mei Ki

Reasons why I live.

evon

Sometimes It Hurts

It ain't what they call you,

But what you answer to.

I've not been happy, I've been really sensitive lately. With the ones I love most, and I don't know why.

And I'm sorry

evon

Long Time Ago

Fail and keep trying, cause it's not the end.

It only matters how you finish. Are you gonna finish strong?

I know I'd usually start with a guilty beginning saying how busy I've been with life and that I had no time to write down memories of my life. Well, I won't be doing that today because it's gonna be the same old crap. 

As I know, today is not one of the best day I've had so far. Despite the fact that my presentation and quiz today was good. Well, the rest was just fudged up and there's so many things running in my mind right now. Sometimes  I just wonder, why am I even doing what I'm doing. Yes, I don't make sense. But who cares.

I'm sick of living up to people's expectations. Being so drawn into what they say or think and actually fell for it. It always ponders me, why do they care so much of this. Is there nothing else in life more interesting than to ruin one's. Or maybe it's just me being very lack of confidence of myself. My body. My hair. My posture. And even the way I speak.

.Low Self Esteem.

It's sucks. I've got to admit. And people around me seems to be so confident with themselves, their abilities, beauty and talents. It sucks. Or is everyone else just like me? Trying so hard to survive in this world so that they would accept you the way that you are. I can't answer you that. You have to figure that out yourself. But for me, I've finally raised up my white flags and surrendered. I can't keep up with this anymore.

Knowing that every second of every minute of every hour of every day, someone might be out there talking about how freaking chubby you are, or how short you are, or how not right your hair is or even the awkward slang that you have pisses me off. Because sometimes I look back at myself and see nothing much than an ordinary girl with no talents or whatsoever trying to be someone that she's not. And I am definitely not proud of it. I'm sorry if I offended anyone, but at this point of time I seriously do not want to care about what you think. And if this means that I'm arrogant, be it. As long I'm living life as it is and that I'm enjoying life as it is. Why not? Why would I risk my life for a pathetic critic?

Well, saying all that I can say. These are just words. I'd probably still be dwelling in the midst of everyone's thoughts of me. Sucks having a brain like mine. Not forgetting that one moment someone calls you chubby or says that your hair is too dry or your skin has uneven tones and that's weird. I still remember those words and as much as it hurts me, I do my best to ignore them. As if I don't realize it, thanks for noticing! As much as I love seeing pictures of pretty girls with long legs and big eyes, I can't because I'm born this way. So why do I even bother again?

And just because I walk around with good English, heels, colored long hair and 'not-to-bad' clothes on my body, doesn't mean you can hurt me with your critical words. So find someone else to annoy. Cause I'm so through with this, I am.

Just stay away from me, you thoughts.

evon

Stuck Like Glue

Our greatest glory is not in never failing,

But in rising up every time we fail.

Okay okay, I've been slacking a lot in blogging. Yes, that's what I've said in my previous post. Well, I have good reasons ok. But sometimes I still wonder what I've been doing most of my time. Seems to me, my bed has the most memories with me boohoo. Yes I know I am very anti-social. You can't blame me for always being so tired and sleepy every single time :\

Okay, why don't I just start updating WHOEVER that still reads my blog with what I've been up to alright.

 

When he first arrived at my place, he went into all our rooms to check it out haha.

My boyfriend fooling around with him. Hilarious :)

Okay, if you guys have seen my Facebook. You would have known that there's a new member added into my family recently - Colin boy ♥ Well, he's really a bundle of joy to my family, especially me & boyfriend. Even though my family was reluctant to have him at the beginning, but now it seems to me that they all are enjoying his accompany more than I do! I have assignments to finish ok boohoo. Oh, did I mention that my boyfriend got Colin for me :) He's the sweetest, I mean my boyfriend. 

Besides that, I've been busy with Children Church recently since it's Creative Month. And also since Easter Sunday is coming up, our kids are going to do a presentation!! Woohoo I can't wait :) They all seems to be hyped up about it as well. So let's just pray that not only the kids will enjoy, but even the congregation will enjoy and glorify Jesus' name as well :)

College life has been quite stressful for me :\ Now I'd like to take back my words when I told my brother that I'll definitely enjoy my college life even before I started yet ._. Well, it's not about the college or the assignments or the fact that I have to study so much more to get my grades up. It's just....... sigh pathetic. But I still remember to always praise God for all the wonders and blessings that He has provided for me. So far, my course marks are above average. SO FAR! Presentations seems to be pretty good and surprisingly not freaked out by the assignments that could practically drown me alive. Besides that, I've been really good with managing my time to study, assignments and church. God is good :)

Our first durian! Super proud okay ngehehehe

My mom said that this reminded her of Spongebob HAHAHAHA

Bff came later on ♥

Early in the morning, I woke up to the wind breeze from my air con and the chirping of cute little birds outside my window. Okay okay, it wasn't early in the morning. But the air con was really on and there were birds chirping their way outside my window okay. Well, I started my journey to Tanjung Malim, this place called Refreshing Spring around 2pm few Fridays ago. And let me tell you to not judge a book by it's cover! Even though the traveling distance in there took forever! And there is not even a proper road for you to drive on during the journey, well it is all worth it when you arrive to it's destination point :) It was fun while it lasted. Oh, you can see from the pictures that it's also a durian orchard O-M-G right. Super awesome, plus the river is seriously refreshing. Now I believe, that when they say refreshing. They literally meant it haha. I nearly forgot to mention the purpose of going there!! Hahahaha well, besides having a vacation, we were all actually there to eat durians! LOL -.- Okay okay, we were there for Leader's Retreat Camp. I enjoyed myself

Oh one more thing, I know my brother freaking lost damn a lot of weight right!! Jealous much >:)

This is Rachel ♥

Btw, wish me luck. Wait, blessings! Finals for my first semester is this coming week. I am so nervous yet excited omg, for a person who haven't been seating for exams for the pass one year. Yes, don't judge me haha. Well, I guess I won't be updating till I am done with exams. Tata for now, people :)

Evon