Super person, you. I like

You showed me something that I couldn't see,

Opened my eyes and you made me believe.

I'm not afraid of anything.

Knowing that you're here by my side.

Had Secret Recipe just now.

Yummy cake hits the spot :)

And it was on me.

Thought of treating my parents.

Cause I don't remember the last time,

 Buying them something.

Or making them happy.

Just by doing these simple little things.

And just by seeing the people I love happy.

Actually makes me a happier and better person.

Than trying to make myself happy.

By rewarding my own self.

That's just selfish.

If you get what I mean.

I actually got it all in my head.

But I can't seems to put them in words. Bummer

I like that word - Bummer. Haha

Anyways, Charcoal Nummer 2 is finally back!

*YAY*

And by the time Stainless Steel is back, my exams are over!

Omg. *DOUBLE YAY*

Craaaaaap, I gotta save some cash.

For our shopping spree.

 Oh ya, Sarah's back too!

*TRIPLE YAY*

We shall have our BKT moments. Lol

Ahhhh, I can't wait no more.

Charcoal Nummer 2 ask me to kick SPM butt :)

Would you hold my hand,

evon

Super smile.

You carried me like a river,

How far we've come still surprises me.

Aren't it just so adorable?

I want one too.

A white pretty one, please.

I promise I'll take good care of it.

Anyways, even if I want one,

It'd be next year. Not now.

I can't handle one now.

Busy busy december ahead.

Talking about next year.

There's so much I wanna do.

From working.To performing.

To taking up instruments.

Any great suggestions on what to do?

I know you awesome people do.

Comment comment on my chatbox :)

Thank you.

Off I go to YouTube,

evon

Super Baskin

My life and love might still go on.

In your heart, in my mind.

I'll stay with you for all of time.

Damn, it's so tempting to blog.

And yes, I keep changing my blogskin.

So please do bear with me.

For I'll be changing and changing

And changing and changing.

You get what I mean. For quite awhile.

Till I'm satisfied with it. Hehe

And I'm getting better with this html crap.

It's kinda interesting when you get the hang of it.

Back to whatever I was suppose here to do.

New moon is finally out!

Omfgbbqrawrplsbringme!

Yes, I wanna see Taylor Lautner.

And Edward Cullen *Drools*

I love both of them. YES BOTH.

Dilemma. Can't blame a girl.

They are just so irresistible.

Slaps self. No more New Moon talk.

Oh ya I had Baskin Robbins today.

Super awesome possum.

Had my usuals - Mint Choco Chip & Rum :)

You can see the happiness in me.

Me and my bro have the same taste.

But as usual, my brother always being the nice one.

He chose other flavors. Hehe

We shared okay? I ain't that mean.

I've been heading to bed early nowadays.

And waking up early too.

Like 8am everyday. I surprise myself.

Yes, my sleeping hours are finally back to normal.

Well, I guess the chicken essence helped a lil. Haha

Main point - Am heading to bed now.

Stainless steel & Charcoal nummer 2, come back to me :\

Nights,

evon

Super spammer

No matter where you go, I won't be very far.

Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are.

Cause love has no distance.

As you can see,

new blog skin. Hehe :)

Well, you guys must be wondering.

Why I have so much time changing my blogskin.

Instead of studying. Haha

Whooopsy.

It's because of my nuffnang ads.

If you'd realize it below my twitter and above my post.

Yes, nuffnang. I serve you now.

That's why I kinda need to change my blogskin.

I kinda like my old skin tho.
So please do drop a comment.

At my chatbox on the right.

Whether you prefer the old one or the new.

Thank you so much.

And omg, did you Bloggers realize?

The new update on..... well, yes Blogspot.

Haha it's so awesome. I love it

Well, it's way more convenient.

And functions. So pretty :)

Makes me wanna blog more.

Lol naaaaaaah.

Anyways, I need to go get ready now.

Church song practice later.

And a date.

A whole day ahead of me. Yay

Toddles,

evon

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Super cheese?

I must admit you were not a part of my book.
But now if you open it up and take a look ,
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter.

You can now check your camp sites for National Service.
That's if you got into the 1st batch.
I got into either the 2nd or 3rd batch.
I wonder if that's a good thing.

Anyways, so now I can plan ahead all my holiday trips.
Road trips. Traveling trips.
Heehee. Oh wait.
SPM's not over yet. Whooopsy

I guess I got all these over my head.
Back to studies, ugggh.
Yes, that's what you'll get from me.
Accounts & Science, let me get over with you :)


Today's message :
There is no such thing as conditional love. Love is either unconditional or it's no love. You might like someone conditionally on their personality or behavior or circumstances. But love accepts no boundaries. So never say 'I love you because', for love has no cause, love comes from God.


I got booked,
Evon

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Can you feel my heart beat?

It’s funny how when you finally get over someone,

You start seeing them in a whole new perspective.

And realize, he's nothing special but another ordinary boy.

I like those pointy ears, dear :)


The effects of sleeping way too early is
Getting up too early. Lol
I can't sleep therefore,
This happens.

There's a few movies I wanna watch.

But don't have the chance to.

So I'll just jot them down to remind myself.

Heehee.

- Time Traveller's Wife

- The Ugly Truth

- The Proposal

- 500 Days Of Summer

- Hannah Montana Movie

- Christmas Carol

- New Moon

- Post Grads

- 2012

- He's Not That Into You

- Up

- Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs

- Caroline

- Confession Of A Shopaholic
- Princess & The Frog

I can't think of anymore now.
I'll add up when I thought of em.

SPM is over in 2 weeks.
Camp is coming up in a month.
And I can't wait for dear Christmas.
Wheeeee


evon

Friday, November 20, 2009

lost and insecure

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,

it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Okaaay. SPM, enough of this.
Give me back my sleeping hours.

I despise myself. Ugh
How could I let that happen to me?
Yes, for not bringing my SPM slip to school.
Therefore, I was late for my exam.
You can say that again.

Besides that, thank you Xuan.
For the awesome hand drawn tee.
Love it to bits and am wearing it now.
Heehee. 11 years of friendship amazes me.
I'll drive you when I have my license, promise :)

Shall have my heart to heart convo with mummy.


Loves,
evon.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Memories from far away land

Do whatever makes you happy, but do it now.
Live life for the moment because everything else is uncertain
take advantage of what is right in front of you.

Ako nak cakap BM hari ni. Hahaha
Ade org lah ajar ako ni cakap sikit sikit.
Macam cacat kan? Haha
Tapi blh improve ni kan bagus?

Anyways, I was just joking.
It's kinda impossible for me to speak in BM.
What more to say write my blog in BM.
ROFLMAO
Yes, Evon and BM never go together. Haha

But I'm gonna like die soon.
Cause BM paper is on Wednesday.
Hmmmm, and I still can blog here. Haha
Remind me to read my cerpen, puisi and all.

Dang, I should put my effort all out :)
Cause it's my last month.
Tahan girl tahan.
It's all worth it. Hehe

OH. HAD A GREAT TIME AT WII DAY TODAY.
My team won. Woohoo
Team 3 is the awesome possum lah.
We have the white sheep, amazing chef, buff dude and me!

Went shopping with BFFFFFFFFFF+F later on.
It was fun. It's been ages since we did that.
I really miss those times, dear.
After SPM, it's me, you & poh :)

I bought a shirt. Weeee
From Kitschen.
They have pretty clothes there.
And Topshop. Ahhhhh *Hint hint lol

Well, I'm bulltalkingagain.
So this post is kinda pointless.
Actually I do have some things to say.
But I wont post them up.

It's nothing important.
Just memories that pondered in my head.


Nights earthlings.
evon

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Somewhere only we know

We can walk if you like or spin in circles, I don't care.

Either way I'm in love with where we're going.

Happy 6 Months to me :)


Sometimes I wonder,
Where are we heading to?
Is this what we've always wanted?
Or just some dream we're trying to chase?
So I just close my eyes,
And think of you.

There you are.
Over across the ocean.
I could see your smile from afar.
Knowing that you're over there.
Your presence, it calms me down.
Even though we're miles apart.

I just want you to know.
That no matter where you go.
And what you do.
You'll always be in my heart.
Like it or not,
It's like separating cheese from macaroni - Impossible.


HEEHEE. I kinda like that definition :)
It's just so cheeeesy.

Check out my new tweetie, guys.
It's just a click away. Tweet me alright? :)

Oh, Superman updated. Heee

I don't know where we're going.
But I love you anyways.


evon

Tuesday, November 11,2009

Can you hear my heart beat?

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.
It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfection.

TWLOHA - To Write Love On Her Arm

Show support, write love ♥

...........................................................................................

Freedom is 28 days away,
I can smell it from here :)


the 826070th, evon

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

It's just me & you

And I’d rather be outside in the freezing rain with you
than to be warm in the arms of someone else.

GOD

As I gaze through my older posts,
I realize that I've been so covered up.
By the fun filled & joy of this world,
That I forgotten about the amazing wonders,
Of my Heavenly Father.

I can say I am wonderfully blessed by Him.
The smile on my face. The love of my life.
Everything that is happening in my life right now.
I know, only could have happened with You.
Your purpose. Your will. Your power.

Oh, how I feel like expressing my love for You.
But I know is never enough.
And nothing could ever compare to Your abundant love.

Yes, how I thirst for more of You in my life.
And also for the lives of others whom I love.

I am definitely grateful for everything you've given me.
From my shelter to my family.
My family to my loved one.
My loved one to my friends.
My friends to my needs. Ah yes, we humans.

I am such a small little girl.
Living in this great big world.
And yet I am seen by You, my needs You fulfill.
Every single strand of hair on my head,
Every single lie that I've made, only you know.

How could I ever bear to question this love of Yours?
Yes, it is obvious to us that Your love is true.
From that moment You sent your only son.
To die on the cross for us.
But yet, we humans refuse to listen.

No matter what sins we'd made,
You still forgave us.
And want us to come back to Your side.
For we are Your true creation.
By that, You once again prove to us Your love.

By giving us what we want & need.
Better yet, what You think is best for us.
But sometimes, we humans can't see it.
And yet again, we put the blame on You.
Oh, how I wish we could see how deeply we have hurt You.

So I stand here with my head's held high.
Asking You to forgive me,
And all the ones that I love.
For whatever wrong that we had done.
That might have hurt You terribly.
I'm sorry.

I LOVE YOU ♥
............................................................................................

BROTHER

Thank you kor! For bringing me out today :)
6 hours of waiting / studying / sleeping / facebooking / stoning,
At your college library was kinda worth it.
For awesome J.Co doughnuts. Heehee
But too bad. I'm DOUGHNUTOPHOBIC now. Lol
Don't buy me doughnuts anymore!

Thank you kor! For paying for my breakfast, lunch / dinner :)
Am really blessed to have a brother like you.
Well, the only brother in fact.
Who of a brother would not mind bringing their own little sister,
To college where his friends can see and meet her.
Won't be embarrassed about.
And still could afford to take her sister out for a treat.

Thank you kor! Even for the Sunday ice cream treat :)
For me, Gracie babe & sexy smexy Elise.
I don't know if you know this or not.
But I love having you around.
Well, not because you pay for my food.
But your presence here makes everything different.

Oh, I stuffed money into your wallet! Heehee :)
Well, you're in college.
So you practically need more cash than me.
Especially for food, petrol and all.
So better not use so much already aite? Save.
Our new word - Drink pee drink pee! Haha
It's our inside joke.

BE VERY JEALOUS, PEOPLE.
I HAVE THE AWESOMEST BROTHER ♥

............................................................................................

GRACIE

Thank you dear for practically everything.
I don't know. I love you so much.
That I don't know what to say anymore.
You've done so much for me.
With me. AND without me. Lol

Well, all my tears & joy that we've shared.
I will definitely cherish.
Don't ever be afraid, you will never be forgotten.
Even if the world turns their back on you,
Know that I will always be there for you.

Thank you dear for all the advice & jokes.
You're definitely a role model.
And I have learned so much from you throughout the years.
Promise me. Promise me
That you will never change for whoever.

Cause it is you whom I love.
And it is you who brought sunshine into my life.
Brought joy into my life since I was a little girl.
Remember you'll always be my life partner.
Through thick & thin babe.

YOU ARE MY BRIDESMAID ♥

............................................................................................

POH YI

Thank you poh for everything you've done for me.
Though we may share little memories together.
This is temporary.
Cause I know there will be more to come.

Even if you may be new in my heart,
I want you to know that you are also very important to me.
Though we may not share as many secrets together.
But I know as time passes, we will. Heehee.

But right now, all I want to say is I MISS YOU.
You don't know how much I do.
I wanna see that grin on your face, when I look at you from far.
And the bear hugs I get every Saturday & Sundays.

Remember, you promised to be back.
Safely in one piece. Pinkied.
I will wait till December 7th.
For you to message me that you're finally home.

YOUR CHARCOAL NUMMER 1, ALWAYS ♥

............................................................................................

DARREN

OMG. I can say a thousand words about you.
But yet I refuse too.
We may have started off as normal friends.
But at the end of our high school journey,
I've come to know that you're my mutha b*tch *Sorry for the lang, it's just a joke.

Haha. I don't know how many thank you I should say.
Make it much cause it's uncountable.
I can say you're one of the sweetest among everyone.
The things you do, the words you say.
It never bores me.

Well, thank you for always always being there for me.
ALWAYS. You never fail to cheer me up.
And you were always there to listen to my cries,
In phone calls or not.
I know I could always count on you.

You will always be WEInospaceMIN.
Peanut.
Dooweir.
Mutha B*tch.
Mr.Mok
Perasan King
And all the nonsense.

WEIMIN & WEI MINN. My wish to you two ♥

............................................................................................

MEI KI

Lao po lao po lao po.
I don't know what else to say but thank you.
For always being there for me.
Always supporting me from behind.
Without you, I don't think I could have survived in school.

You have showed me true strength.
Showed me true friends.
And let me tell you,
I am amazed by you.
And that is why I love you.

Promise me you won't change.
For you are wonderful the way you are.
I never seen such power in a girl.
To keep all her emotions and feelings inside of herself.
Just to satisfy the others around her.

Don't cry to yourself no more.
For I promise I'll always be here for you.
Just tell me and I will lend you a shoulder.
And wipe your tears away.
Don't use sunglasses to cover d lah! Haha :)

ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART ♥

............................................................................................

ISAAC

Zac zac zac, what to say about you.
Well, don't ever think you're not important alright?
Let me tell you, you are my best friend.

Even though we may argue a lot.
We may disagree a lot.
Or we may misunderstood a lot.

You are never forgotten.
Just promise me that you'll be happy.
And keep looking forward.

Thank you for being there for me.
Don't think I don't know.
I really appreciate it.

Throw away all those negative thoughts.
They bring you no good.
Throw away those bad habits.
They ain't any better either.

Just remember, live your life to the fullest.
And don't ever regret.
You're only 17 once.

Learn from the past.
Live in the presence.
Look for the future.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ♥

............................................................................................

SUPERMAN

Last but not least, you :)
You know who you are.
Yes you, don't think you're forgotten.
My sunshine by day, moonlight by night.

Ever since I let you in my life,
My life turned upside down.
I've never been so happy,
yet so sad, all at the same time before.

Thank you for every single thing you've done for me.
Even though we haven't been long,
But our journey definitely made us strong.
And the sacrifices you've made for me is uncountable.

I am overfilled with your love,
That brings joy into my life
The everyday smile on my face,
Is caused by you.

We may or may not know where we're heading to now.
But for now, all I know.
Is to treasure you in my heart.
And never let you go.

I pray to be only yours.
And hope we're going somewhere.

MY LIFE SAVER ♥


evon

Monday, November 9, 2009

A memory worth remembering

My love for you is so strong,
That you will sink beneath the waters.

And even water buoyancy can't help you.

It's been an amazing weekend, I can say.
Surprise by Friday, French Village by Saturday.

I am truly blessed to have every single one of you.
Deep down in my heart.

Let me tell you, that you all will not be forgotten.
As I tattooed everyone of you in my heart long time ago.

Even if I didn't or forgotten to mention your name.
Please know that you are still diamond in my eyes.

I don't know what I'd do without you all.
That's how important you guys are to me.

You all are like my float, when I am swimming.
And my parachute, when I am flying.

A shoulder, when I am crying.
A hand, when I am losing.

Even if we have had our ups & downs,
I want you to know that our bond is so strong.

It makes our fights looked silly,
And our moments looked funny.

Let me tell you,
You may never ever know how I exactly feel right now.

For words & emotions may never express nor describe,
How happy and grateful I am for having all of you.


I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL MY HEART.

I may never know how to repay you all for what you've done for me.
But by giving you all my love,
I hope it's sufficient ♥


evon

Friday, November 6th, 2009

You took my breath away.

When you're smiling about something that
Happened six months ago,
You know there's gotta be more.

10pm - Everyone dumped me at home. Alone again :(
Rawr rawr rawr

10.30pm - OMFG! My birthday surprise! I can't believe it.
Was I dreaming?
Thank you Superman. I really loved it.
The handmade chocolate cake was awesome possum.
Yes, handmade :)
Be very jealous people. Heehee

Not to forget those who were part of the surprise too.
Thank you guys. Like super happy.
And to my beloved brother too.
For making this plan of theirs work.
But dong dong la you.
Make me walk up and down the stairs so much.
But I still love you.

I'm so happy, I can't sleep.
Pinch me.


The perfect birthday getaway.

evon

Friday, November 6, 2009

Hold me close to you

You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love;
The running across fields,
Into your lover's arms can only come later,
When you're sure they won't laugh if you trip.

This morning ; My mom woke up.
Asked if I wanna go mamak for breakfast.
I said alright.
And she went back to bed. Lmao
Silly her :)

Now ; I gotta study my ass out today.
I mean now. It's 10 in the morning.
And I am so proud of myself.
Well, actually I couldn't sleep. Haha
My brain just wouldn't shut down.

Tonight ; Pack pack pack.
Dresses checked.
Phone & charger checked.
Camera! checked.
Contacts & specs checked.
History revision book checked.
Maths workbook checked.
It's just one night, Evon.


Heehee. I love checklists :)


I miss you & am a phone call away.
evon

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Through the trees

There's no need to test my heart, with useless space.

These roads go on forever, there'll always be a place.
For you, in my heart.

I need a getaway, like right now.

That's why I'm again rewarding myself to a trip.
With my awesome girlies :)
Me can't wait.
Well, it's a wedding/fun photoshoot.
Which adds the possum to the awesome. Heehee

So let's dress up and party in the M'sia? Lol
Oh and it'd be on the 7th - 8th November 09.
Which is on my birthday too.
Oh my my, mari bergembira bersama saya!

But this is Kos Lepas.
Yes, I know. The effect of studying too much? Lol
Anyways, back to Kos Lepas.
1. I'm burying myself with books there.
Yes, you've heard me. Believe it :)

Well, I know I've said I want a getaway. I know what a getaway means -.-
But everything comes with a price. I can't just dump my studies aside.
Cause for your information, SPM is in 2 weeks! Yay.
2. I have to give up on my birthday date with Superman D:
Me is very not happy about that.

Oh I wish I could celebrate with every single on of you.
I hope it's alright with you, Superman.
I'll make it up to you after SPM alright? :)
Wait. You make it up to me. It's my birthday. Ngehehe

And yes, I'm turning into an old lady la. Lol
Then what would you be? Hmmm.
Hahahaha. I don't wanna imagine.
Or are you like this super duper hawt vampire who's immortal?
*JENG JENG JENG* Haha

I'm a retard, I know.
Anyways, I miss you so much.
When will all this end? I want my life back :\
And youuuuu.
I know Santa is waiting for me too. Heh

OH EM GEE.
I can bull talk like this for the whole entire time.
I need a friend, man.
People might think I'm crazy for talking to myself.
In my own blog! Gaaah.

People, Evon is not crazy.
Don't run away from her D:
Haha
Anyways, night people. It's 6 in the morning.


" Will you get bored of me? "
" Hem. If you promise not to be taller than me? "
" Is that even possible?"
" Haha. So what do you think? Is it possible for me to get bored of you? :)"

Come and save me,
evon

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Oh as high as it gets

Will you tell me you love me,
Cause I swear I'll swoon.

Did I tell you?
I rewarded myself with 2 Pierre Cardin bras,
For studying the crap outta myself :)
I feel damn proud *kembangs*

And did I tell you?
I have been skipping school for the past weeks.

I've been bad. Real bad.
But like I've said,
Studied like no ones business at home.
Heeeee. *kembangs again*

Oh how about this?
I don't think I've mentioned it. It happened last Sunday night.
I dreamed that I was sent to Kelantan for National Service.
And I was in the first batch. Gosh, can it be any more specific?
Hahahaha. Like omfg, I'm not ready.
So I asked my brother to check for me online.
But it's not out yet :\
And I remember mommy's reaction when I told her.

...................................................................

Me
Mommy


"Mom, I had a dream the other day. It's kinda stupid *laughs*"

*Stares*

"Do you wanna know what's it about?"

"Umm, why not."

" I dreamed I was sent to Kelantan for National Service."

*Literally awkward silents*

"Oh my. I'll pray for you."

"Hahahahahaha. Yes please."

..................................................................................

Anyways, I don't think it sounds as funny as it's suppose to be right now.
But if you were there, and by seeing my mom's reaction when I said that.
You'll crack the horse shoe out of yourself.
Haha.

Happy Belated Birthday, dear Lee Min.
Sorry for the late wish.
I actually wished you 2am on your birthday.
But someone msged me saying you've changed your number -.-
Lol. I can go suck balls la.
Anyways, then I forgotten what I wrote.
Main point of the message was to thank you.
For being such an awesome friend to me all these years.
And I hope that we'd still keep in touch after graduating.
We go on dates and shopping spree ya? Heee.

Oh boy, I have this thing for Topshop during midnights.
Gahhh, I want them. They're so gorgeous.
And meatballs. Ikea meatballs. They taste like heaven.
Well, I don't know how heaven taste like. But you get what I mean.

Pink friend, I don't know if you'll ever read this.
But I'm gonna miss you so much.
Please come back home. You promised. PINKIED.
I want my long awaited bear hugs from you.
You better do, or I'll fly over and pick you up - Yellow forever.

My latest addiction :
1. Come on get higher by Matt Nathanson
2. Last thing on my mind by Ronan Keating
3. She was mine by Al-Rafael
4. You and I both by Sam Tsui
5. She is love by Parachute
6. A whole new world by Aladdin

Yes, I know. All the love love love.
It makes me calm :)
Knowing that you're here for me.
You put me on my feet.

Please be careful . Promise me.

So come on get higher,
Loosen my lips,
Faith and desire,
And the swing of your hips,
Just pull me down hard,
And drown me in love.

I shall sleep now. It's late.
Superman, go click on superman ♥


To Superman's heart,
I'll give Santa all the love, milk and cookies he want :)
evon

Monday, November 2, 2009

Tahniah, Anda terpilih.

Every morning, when I open my eyes,
I wish to see you right next to me.

Omg. I just realized when my friend told me,
That this week is officially my last week of schooling.
I never thought this day would come.
Like serious shit.

In a way, you can see me jumping in joy inside my heart.
But in a way, I'm kinda gonna miss it.
Rawr. I hate to say it, but yeah.
Wow *Slaps self*

Cause after graduating,
I don't think we'll be able to see each other as often.
And hang out as often.
And talk as often.

Damn. Why not we ALL go to the same college.
And take the same course.
At the same time?
Hahahahaha. That's stupid.
But awesome :)
Anyways, main point - I'm gonna miss you guys.

Promise me you guys would still call me up,
Just for long chats.
Promise me you guys would still camwhore with me,
Even if we totally didn't recognize each other anymore.
Promise me you guys would still ask me out,
On dates & shopping spree.
Promise me you guys would still update me,
About your latest status & life.
Promise me you guys would still buy me birthday present,
On 8th November every year!
Hahahahaha. Just joking about that.
A big bear hug would do :)
Oh, almost forgot.
8th October for Darren, the blurnut.
LOL

The promises above,
You know who you are :)
No more school uniform,
Whoooooosh.


I miss you three,
evon